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  • Understanding Upadhi: How Limiting Adjuncts Create the Illusion of Plurality in a Singular Reality

    In Advaita Vedanta, one of the most profound concepts is that of Upadhi—the limiting adjuncts or conditions that superimpose differences on an underlying reality that is, in truth, singular and undifferentiated. This concept helps explain how we come to perceive the world as filled with diverse objects and beings, despite the non-dual reality of Brahman, or pure consciousness, which underlies all existence.

    What is Upadhi?

    The term Upadhi refers to any external condition or limiting factor that modifies the perception of an underlying substance. It is a lens through which we view the world, creating the illusion of differences and plurality where, in reality, there is only unity.

    To illustrate, consider the analogy of water. Water, by itself, is pure and formless, representing the undifferentiated reality of Brahman or Atman. However, when water is mixed with various substances like tea granules, mud, or spices, it appears to take on different forms—such as tea, muddy water, or soup. These different forms correspond to the Upadhis, which give rise to the perception of distinct objects or experiences.

    Another fitting analogy is that of electricity. Electricity is a singular, formless energy, but when it powers different devices, it takes on the appearance of various forms: light in a bulb, sound in a radio, or motion in a car. Despite the diversity of expressions, it’s all just electricity. Similarly, Brahman remains unchanged and undifferentiated, even though it appears as the manifold world through the various Upadhis.

    How Upadhis Create the Illusion of Plurality

    When we experience the world, we tend to focus on the differences between things—color, shape, taste, value, and so on. These differences are superimposed by the Upadhis on the underlying reality. Just as sunlight passing through a prism creates a spectrum of colors, the pure consciousness of Brahman appears as the manifold world when filtered through the prism of Upadhis.

    For example, a simple drop of water can appear very different depending on the conditions:

    • Muddy Water: Water mixed with mud appears opaque and brown, losing its clarity.
    • Holy Water: Water taken from a sacred river like the Ganges is revered and seen as pure, despite being the same in essence as any other water.
    • Lemonade: Water mixed with lemon and sugar becomes a refreshing drink, distinct from plain water.
    • Rainbow: Water droplets interacting with sunlight create a rainbow, a phenomenon of great beauty and diversity.

    Similarly, electricity appears as light, sound, or motion depending on the Upadhi through which it operates. These varied expressions do not change the underlying nature of electricity itself—just as the myriad forms of the world do not alter the fundamental reality of Brahman.

    Seeing God in Everything: The Omnipresence of the Divine

    Another profound way to understand Upadhi is through the lens of seeing the Divine in everything. In many spiritual traditions, God is understood as omnipresent, manifesting in every aspect of creation. The practice of seeing God in everything is, in essence, recognizing that all forms, all experiences, are expressions of the Divine—much like how all diverse manifestations in the world are expressions of Brahman.

    When we perceive the world through the lens of Upadhi, it’s easy to get caught up in the differences—seeing people, objects, and experiences as separate from one another. But when we practice seeing the Divine in everything, we begin to recognize that these differences are superficial, and underneath them lies the same divine essence.

    In this sense, Upadhi is like a mask that the Divine wears, allowing us to experience the diversity of life. But through spiritual practice, we can learn to see beyond the mask, to recognize the omnipresent Divine that is the true substance of all that exists.

    The Goal of Advaita Vedanta: Seeing Beyond the Upadhis

    The practice of Advaita Vedanta, and self-inquiry specifically, involves seeing beyond these Upadhis to recognize the true, undifferentiated nature of reality. This means realizing that the differences we perceive—between ourselves and others, between objects, and even between the material and spiritual—are ultimately illusory.

    By removing or seeing through these Upadhis, we can experience the oneness of Brahman. This realization is the essence of self-realization or moksha (liberation). It is the understanding that the self (Atman) is not separate from the universe; rather, it is one with the infinite consciousness that permeates all existence.

    Practical Steps to Recognize and Overcome Upadhis

    1. Self-Inquiry: Regularly question the reality of your perceptions. Ask, “Who am I beyond these external conditions?” or “What is the true nature of what I am experiencing?”
    2. Meditation: Practice meditation to quiet the mind and reduce the influence of sensory inputs (Upadhis). This helps in seeing beyond the surface-level differences and connecting with the underlying reality.
    3. Mindfulness: Observe how your mind imposes labels and distinctions on things. Practice letting go of these mental constructs to experience reality more directly.
    4. Seeing the Divine in Everything: Make a habit of seeing God in all forms, recognizing that every aspect of the world is an expression of the same divine essence.

    Conclusion: Beyond the Illusion of Plurality

    The concept of Upadhi in Advaita Vedanta provides a powerful framework for understanding how we come to perceive a world filled with plurality and differences, even though the underlying reality is singular and undifferentiated. By recognizing and transcending these Upadhis through self-inquiry, meditation, and the practice of seeing the Divine in everything, we can move closer to the realization of our true nature—one with Brahman, the infinite consciousness that is the source of all.

    This realization is not just a philosophical insight but a transformative experience that dissolves the illusion of separateness, leading to true peace and liberation. As we deepen our practice, we begin to see the world not as a collection of separate entities, but as a manifestation of the one, undivided reality that we all share—whether we see it as Brahman, as electricity expressing itself in various forms, or as the omnipresence of God in every aspect of creation.

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  • Seeing Beyond Our Senses: Expanding Perception in the Practice of Self-Inquiry and Advaita Vedanta

    In our day-to-day lives, we often assume that what we perceive with our senses is the full extent of reality. We rely on our eyes, ears, and other senses to navigate the world, confident that they give us an accurate picture of what’s around us. But what if our perception of reality is just a fraction of what truly exists?

    Pravrajika Divyanandaprana reminds us that we are only seeing as much of reality as our “equipment”—our body and senses—allows us to see. Just as telescopes reveal aspects of the universe that are invisible to the naked eye, there is a vast expanse of reality that lies beyond the reach of our ordinary senses. Understanding this limitation is crucial not just as an intellectual curiosity, but as a fundamental insight in the practice of self-inquiry and the pursuit of self-realization.

    The Limits of Human Perception and the Practice of Self-Inquiry

    Our senses are powerful, but they are also limited. Consider the fact that our eyes can only perceive a small portion of the electromagnetic spectrum, known as visible light. Beyond this spectrum lie infrared and ultraviolet rays, X-rays, and other forms of electromagnetic radiation that are invisible to us. Yet, with the help of technology like infrared telescopes, we can observe these hidden aspects of the universe.

    Similarly, our other senses—hearing, taste, touch, and smell—provide us with essential information about our environment, but they too have their limits. We cannot hear sounds that are too high or too low in frequency, and our sense of smell is less acute than that of many animals. These limitations mean that there is a vast amount of information in our environment that we simply cannot detect.

    For the practitioner of Advaita Vedanta and yoga, recognizing the limitations of our senses is a critical step in the journey of self-realization. The senses, while valuable tools for navigating the physical world, also act as veils that obscure the deeper reality—the true self or Atman, which is beyond all sensory perception.

    Expanding Perception Through Self-Inquiry and Advaita Vedanta

    While our physical senses have their limits, our consciousness does not. Through the practice of self-inquiry, a key method in Advaita Vedanta, we can begin to expand our perception beyond the ordinary sensory experience. Self-inquiry involves asking the fundamental question, “Who am I?”—a question that directs our attention inward, beyond the sensory input, to the awareness that perceives it all.

    In Advaita Vedanta, the goal is to realize the non-dual nature of reality, where the individual self (Atman) is understood to be one with the ultimate reality (Brahman). This realization cannot be achieved through sensory perception alone, as the senses are limited to the physical realm. Instead, it requires turning inward, transcending the sensory inputs, and realizing the self as pure consciousness.

    Meditation, mindfulness, and other yogic practices help quiet the mind and reduce reliance on the senses, creating space for this deeper awareness to emerge. These practices are not just about enhancing our perception of the world but about shifting our perception from the external to the internal—from the objects of perception to the perceiver itself.

    Practical Steps to Expand Perception in the Pursuit of Self-Realization

    1. Self-Inquiry: Regularly engage in self-inquiry by asking, “Who am I beyond my body and senses?” This question helps guide your awareness inward, toward the true self.
    2. Meditation: Develop a meditation practice that focuses on stilling the mind and withdrawing from the sensory world, allowing you to access deeper layers of consciousness.
    3. Mindfulness: Practice mindfulness in your daily life, observing your sensory experiences without attachment, and recognizing them as transient phenomena within a larger reality.
    4. Reflect on the Limits of Perception: Contemplate the limitations of your senses and how they filter your experience of reality. This reflection can help you detach from sensory experiences and focus on the awareness that perceives them.

    Conclusion: Awakening to the Reality Beyond the Senses

    Swamiji’s teaching invites us to recognize that our perception of reality is limited by the “equipment” of our body and senses. However, through the expansion of our consciousness via self-inquiry and the practices of Advaita Vedanta, we can begin to see beyond these limits and explore a much broader spectrum of reality.

    The goal of Advaita Vedanta is to realize the non-dual nature of reality, where the individual self merges with the ultimate reality. By turning inward and expanding our perception beyond the physical senses, we move closer to this realization, awakening to the truth that lies beyond the material world.

    “For those who have eyes to see and ears to hear,” this expanded perception is not just an intellectual exercise—it is the path to self-realization, the journey from the limited self to the infinite consciousness that underlies all existence.

  • Seeing Through the Illusion: Discovering the Reality Beyond the Material World

    In our daily lives, it’s easy to get caught up in the material world—the things we can see, touch, and measure. But what if there’s more to reality than meets the eye? What if the world we perceive is just a dream, and there’s a deeper truth waiting to be discovered?

    The Dreamlike Nature of Reality

    Many spiritual traditions and even some scientific theories suggest that the material world might not be as solid or independent as it seems. Instead, it might be more like a dream—a projection of consciousness. This idea isn’t just a metaphor; it’s a way of understanding that what we experience as “reality” might actually be shaped by our awareness.

    For example, in quantum physics, experiments like the double-slit experiment show that the act of observing can change how particles behave. This suggests that consciousness plays a fundamental role in shaping the physical world. Similarly, spiritual teachings like those of Jesus tell us that the Kingdom of God is “in our midst,” hinting at a deeper reality that’s always present, just waiting for us to recognize it.

    Living with Awareness: The Key to Unlocking Deeper Reality

    So, how do we begin to see this deeper reality? The key is awareness. Just as in lucid dreaming—where you realize you’re dreaming and can navigate the dream with that awareness—our goal in life is to become aware of the consciousness that underlies everything.

    When we practice self-inquiry, we’re essentially turning our attention inward, asking, “Who am I?” or “What is the true nature of my experience?” This helps us to see beyond the surface of the material world and recognize that our true self is not the body or the mind, but the pure awareness that experiences everything.

    This doesn’t mean we ignore the material world or our experiences. Instead, it means we navigate life with a deeper understanding that what we see and feel is part of a larger, dreamlike reality. By staying connected to the awareness of the dreamer—the consciousness that underlies all—we can find peace and freedom, even as we engage with the changing world around us.

    Simple Steps to Practice Awareness

    1. Notice Your Thoughts and Feelings: Throughout the day, take a moment to observe your thoughts and feelings without getting caught up in them. Remind yourself, “I am the awareness of these thoughts and feelings.”
    2. Practice Self-Inquiry: Spend a few minutes each day asking, “Who am I?” and sit quietly with whatever arises. This simple question can help you connect with the deeper reality of your being.
    3. Reflect on the Dreamlike Nature of Life: When you encounter challenges or joys, consider the idea that life is like a dream. How might this perspective change the way you respond?
    4. Stay Grounded in Awareness: Whether you’re meditating, working, or relaxing, keep a small part of your attention on the awareness that is always present. This helps you stay connected to the deeper reality, no matter what’s happening in the material world.

    Conclusion: Awakening to the Reality Within

    By recognizing that the material world is not the ultimate reality and that consciousness plays a fundamental role in shaping our experience, we can begin to live with greater freedom and peace. This simple shift in perspective can help us navigate life with the awareness of the dreamer, seeing through the illusions and embracing the deeper truth that lies within us all.

    “For those who have eyes to see and ears to hear,” this understanding opens the door to a richer, more meaningful experience of life—one that goes beyond the surface and taps into the profound reality of consciousness.

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  • Embracing the Simplicity of Self-Inquiry: A Path to Peace and Clarity

    For many of us on the spiritual path, the journey of self-inquiry can be filled with doubts and uncertainties. We often ask ourselves, “Am I doing it right? Is this really the way?” These questions can become stumbling blocks, creating tension and distracting us from the very essence of the practice. But what if the path is simpler than we’ve been led to believe? What if the true practice is not about complex techniques or perfecting a method, but simply about turning our attention toward the awareness of the felt sense of “I”?

    The Discovery: Simplicity in Practice

    Recently, I experienced a profound realization that has transformed my approach to self-inquiry. In a meditation session, I used the word “I” as a mantra, gently repeating it to maintain a connection with the felt sense of the “I-sense.” During this session, I noticed that my vrittis (mental fluctuations) were fairly stable, and my mind was less concerned with whether I was “doing it right.” What struck me was the simplicity of the practice—just maintaining an awareness of the felt sense of “I.”

    For years, I struggled with doubts, always questioning if I was practicing correctly. But this session revealed a powerful truth: the practice of self-inquiry is inherently simple. It’s about turning your attention inward, toward the awareness of the “I-sense,” and staying with that awareness. That’s it. There’s no need for complexity or overthinking. The essence of the practice is to be aware of awareness itself.

    Staying Grounded in Awareness

    As I continued with the practice, I found that when pain or discomfort arose, I didn’t need to get distracted or caught up in it. Instead, I reminded myself, “No, I am the awareness of that pain.” Similarly, when thoughts arose, I could say, “No, I am the awareness of those thoughts.” By continually returning to the felt sense of being the awareness, I maintained a steady focus, and the practice unfolded naturally.

    This simple shift—recognizing that I am the awareness of whatever arises—brought a deep sense of peace and clarity. It allowed me to relax into the practice, letting go of the years of doubt and tension that had built up. The realization that “I am the awareness” became a grounding truth, one that has made my practice more accessible and effective.

    Sharing This Simplicity with Others

    The beauty of this discovery is that it can save others from the years of wondering if they’re doing it right or wrong. The simplicity of the practice—turning your attention toward the awareness of the “I-sense”—is something that anyone can do. It doesn’t require advanced techniques or complicated instructions. It’s about gently guiding your attention back to the awareness of awareness itself, no matter what arises.

    This practice, while simple, takes time to unfold. It’s not about achieving immediate results or reaching a final destination. It’s about consistently returning to that felt sense of “I” and allowing the practice to deepen naturally. Over time, this simplicity leads to profound insights and a more stable, peaceful mind.

    Conclusion: Embrace the Simplicity

    If you’ve been struggling with doubts or feeling overwhelmed by the complexities of spiritual practice, I invite you to embrace the simplicity of self-inquiry. Just turn your attention toward the awareness of the felt sense of “I.” When distractions arise, remind yourself, “I am the awareness of that.” By maintaining this awareness, you are already engaging in the practice. There’s no need to complicate it—just be present with the awareness, and let the journey unfold.

    In this simplicity, there is a profound peace, a clarity that comes from knowing that you are on the right path. You are not wasting your time; you are practicing. And that practice, in its beautiful simplicity, is enough.

    The video below is the source of the inspiration for the content of this blog. If you’d like to get direct teaching from Swamiji on this topic, I encourage you to watch the video and deepen your understanding.

  • Talopākhyān: Turning the Mind Towards Its Source for Self-Knowledge

    Introduction:

    In spiritual traditions around the world, the journey towards self-knowledge is often described as turning the mind inward, directing it back to its source. In this context, the concept of Talopākhyān emerges as a powerful process that guides this inward journey. But what does Talopākhyān really mean, and how can it help us in our spiritual practice?

    What is Talopākhyān?

    Talopākhyān is a term that refers to the practice of turning the mind inward, away from the distractions of the external world, and focusing it on the inner reality. This process is essential for those seeking self-knowledge or understanding the true nature of the Self (Atman). By directing our attention away from the external and towards the source of our consciousness, we begin to uncover the deeper truths that lie within.

    The Reality of the I-Sense:

    At the heart of Talopākhyān is the discovery of the reality of the “I-sense” within us. This “I-sense” is the subtle awareness of existence, the feeling of being, that we all carry within us. It is often mistaken for the ego or personal identity, but in truth, it is the deeper Self—the Atman, which is one with Brahman, the universal consciousness.

    As we practice turning the mind inward, we begin to differentiate between the false “I” created by the mind and the true “I” that is pure, unchanging awareness. This realization is the essence of self-knowledge, the recognition that the true Self is not the body, mind, or ego, but the pure consciousness that underlies all.

    The Role of Tapas in Talopākhyān:

    Turning the mind inward to discover the reality of the I-sense requires discipline and austerity, known as Tapas. Tapas refers to the inner fire, the focused effort, and sometimes the physical or mental austerities that help to purify the mind and body. This purification is crucial, as it reduces the distractions and attachments that keep the mind turned outward.

    By engaging in Tapas, such as fasting, observing silence, or maintaining a disciplined meditation practice, we strengthen our ability to sustain inward focus. This practice allows the mind to settle and become clear, making it easier to perceive the true “I-sense” beneath the layers of mental noise.

    The Journey Inward:

    The mind, by its nature, tends to focus on external objects, thoughts, and sensations. Talopākhyān, supported by Tapas, involves reversing this outward flow of attention and redirecting it inward. This inward journey is not just about withdrawing from the world but about discovering the source of our thoughts, feelings, and ultimately, our very being—the true “I-sense.”

    Practical Steps for Practicing Talopākhyān, Tapas, and Discovering the I-Sense:

    • Meditation: Regular meditation is one of the most effective ways to practice Talopākhyān. By focusing on the breath or a mantra, the mind gradually becomes quiet, allowing the practitioner to turn inward and explore the I-sense.
    • Self-Inquiry: Asking questions like “Who am I?” or “What is the source of my thoughts?” can help to direct the mind towards its source, leading to deeper insights into the true I-sense.
    • Mindfulness: Staying present and mindful of the moment can also help in the practice of Talopākhyān, as it trains the mind to focus and reduces distractions.
    • Discipline in Daily Life: Engaging in practices like fasting, observing silence, or other forms of self-discipline can help purify the mind, making it more receptive to the inward journey and the discovery of the true I-sense.

    The Significance of Talopākhyān, Tapas, and Discovering the I-Sense in Self-Knowledge:

    The practice of Talopākhyān, supported by Tapas, is crucial for anyone on the spiritual path. It is through this process that we come to realize the true nature of the Self, which is beyond the mind and body. The discovery of the true I-sense—this unchanging, pure awareness—is the essence of self-knowledge, and it is the key to liberation from the cycle of suffering.

    Conclusion:

    Talopākhyān, combined with the disciplined practice of Tapas and the exploration of the I-sense, offers a practical and profound approach for those who seek to know themselves at the deepest level. By turning the mind inward and focusing on the source of our being, supported by the purifying fire of Tapas, we can uncover the truths that lead to self-realization and inner peace.

    The video below is the source of the inspiration for the content of this blog. If you’d like to get direct teaching from Swamiji on this topic, I encourage you to watch the video and deepen your understanding.

  • You Can’t Look at Your Own Eyes Without a Mirror: A Reflection on Self-Awareness and the True Self

    In the realm of spiritual exploration, metaphors often hold the key to deeper understanding. One such metaphor is the idea that “you can’t look at your own eyes without a mirror.” This simple yet profound statement serves as a powerful analogy for the process of self-awareness and the journey to realizing the true Self.

    The Eyes as a Metaphor for Awareness

    Our eyes are the instruments through which we perceive the world. They allow us to see and interact with the physical reality around us. But despite their essential role in vision, our eyes cannot see themselves directly. To view our own eyes, we need a mirror—an external reflection that allows us to see what is otherwise hidden from direct perception.

    In the same way, our awareness—our true Self—is the instrument through which we perceive all experiences. It is the ever-present subject that observes thoughts, emotions, sensations, and the world at large. Yet, just like our eyes, this awareness cannot directly observe itself. It remains elusive, hidden in plain sight, the observer that can never be observed.

    Through the Mirror of Practice: Awareness Observing Its Own Emanations

    In the journey of self-inquiry and meditation, we create a space where awareness has the opportunity to observe its own emanations—not as separate reflections, but as fluctuations that arise from and return to our true nature. Just as ripples on the surface of a pond reveal the water beneath, these fluctuations are manifestations of the pure awareness that underlies all experience.

    When we sit in meditation or engage in self-inquiry, we often notice thoughts, emotions, and sensations arising and passing away. These mental activities can be understood as emanations from the true Self. They are not separate from awareness but are expressions of it, unfolding within the field of consciousness. Each thought or sensation is like a wave that temporarily takes form before dissolving back into the ocean of awareness.

    The Process of Observing Emanations

    As we practice, we begin to notice that these fluctuations are not distinct from the awareness in which they arise. Initially, our focus might be on the content of these emanations—the thoughts, feelings, and experiences that surface during meditation. But over time, the focus can shift to the awareness that generates and observes these emanations. We start to recognize that this awareness is always present, the source from which all experiences emerge and to which they return.

    This shift is crucial because it moves us from identifying with the objects of awareness (the emanations) to identifying with the source itself (the awareness). Through this process, we begin to see that we are not the transient thoughts or sensations, but the unchanging awareness that produces and witnesses them. This awareness is the true Self—the essence that remains constant through all fluctuations.

    Beyond Emanations: Resting in Pure Awareness

    The fluctuations we observe in meditation and self-inquiry are not merely reflections; they are emanations arising from our true nature. While observing these emanations can guide us toward self-understanding, the ultimate realization comes when we recognize that they are not separate from the awareness that witnesses them.

    As our practice deepens, we come to a point where we no longer need to focus on these emanations. Instead, we can rest in the awareness itself, knowing that all fluctuations arise from and dissolve back into this unchanging reality. In this state, we no longer seek understanding through the transient activities of the mind but directly experience the pure, unconditioned awareness that is our true essence.

    Resting in pure awareness is a state of being where the mind’s fluctuations no longer dominate our experience. These emanations may still arise, but they no longer distract us from the deeper truth of our existence. We begin to live more fully from the perspective of the silent witness, the true Self, which remains untouched by the comings and goings of mental phenomena.

    The Role of Reflection in Self-Awareness

    If awareness cannot directly see itself, how then do we come to know our true nature? Just as we use a mirror to see our eyes, we use the practice of reflection to gain insight into the nature of awareness. This reflection doesn’t involve a physical mirror, but rather the mirror of self-inquiry, meditation, and contemplation.

    Through these practices, we create a space in which awareness can observe the fluctuations of itself in the mind’s activities. By asking questions like “Who am I?” or “What am I?” we direct our attention inward, towards the source of our awareness. In the process, we begin to see the emanations of our true nature, just as we see the reflection of our eyes in a mirror.

    However, it’s crucial to understand that these emanations are not the awareness itself—they are simply the forms that awareness takes as it interacts with the mind. By observing these emanations, we begin to notice that there is something constant behind them: the awareness that remains unchanged even as thoughts and sensations come and go.

    The Journey to Self-Realization

    Understanding that you cannot look at your own eyes without a mirror can lead to a deeper appreciation of the journey towards self-realization. This journey is not about finding the true Self as an object, but about recognizing that the true Self is the one who is always observing. The practices of meditation, self-inquiry, and contemplation are the mirrors that help us catch glimpses of our true nature.

    But these practices are also stepping stones, guiding us to a place where we can finally let go of the need for emanations. In the silence of pure awareness, beyond thoughts and concepts, we come to rest in the realization that we are not the emanations in the mirror, but the awareness that makes all emanation possible.

    Conclusion: The Unseen Seer

    The metaphor of not being able to look at your own eyes without a mirror serves as a powerful reminder of the nature of awareness. It invites us to explore the process of self-reflection, not in search of an objectified self, but to recognize the ever-present subject—the true Self—that cannot be observed directly.

    In the end, the journey of self-awareness is about shifting our focus from the emanations in the mirror to the awareness that perceives them. It is about realizing that the true Self, like the eyes that see the world, is the unseen seer, the silent witness of all experience. And in this realization, we find the essence of who we truly are.

    In stillness we rest,
    Not the mirror’s fleeting form,
    But the source of light.

  • Beyond Objects: The Paradox of the Ever-Present Subject in Self-Inquiry

    In the practice of self-inquiry, particularly when meditating on questions like “Who am I?” or “What am I?”, a profound paradox often arises. The goal is not to discover another object—another thought, concept, or identity—but to realize the ever-present subject, the pure awareness that is always observing but is itself never observed. This exploration can lead to confusion as the mind, accustomed to dealing with objects, struggles to grasp something that cannot be grasped.

    The Subject and the Object

    In our daily lives, we interact with the world primarily through objects. These objects include not just physical things, but also thoughts, emotions, and even our sense of self. When we engage in self-inquiry, asking “Who am I?” or “What am I?”, the mind instinctively begins to search for an answer within the realm of objects. It looks for another label, another identity that it can understand and define. But the subject—the true Self—eludes this search because it is not an object that can be categorized or comprehended by the mind.

    The Ever-Present Subject

    The subject is the awareness that perceives all objects. It is the constant, unchanging presence that observes everything else that changes. This subject is not a “who” or a “what” because it does not belong to the realm of objects. It is the essence of our being, the ground of all experience, yet it cannot be objectified, labeled, or defined.

    The Confusion of Objectifying the Subject

    As we delve deeper into self-inquiry, confusion often arises. The mind, which is designed to understand and manipulate objects, finds itself at a loss when it tries to apply the same approach to the subject. It’s like trying to see your own eyes without a mirror—the subject cannot see itself because it is the one doing the seeing. This confusion is not a failure but an indication that the mind is approaching its own limits.

    This paradox is a critical aspect of self-inquiry. It signals the point at which the mind must cease its usual operations and simply rest in awareness. The subject, or true Self, is not to be found as an object out there, but recognized as the very awareness in which the search is taking place.

    Embracing the Paradox

    To move beyond this confusion, it’s essential to let go of the need for an intellectual answer. The question “Who am I?” or “What am I?” is not meant to yield a concept or a new identity. Instead, it serves to turn the mind back on itself, leading to the realization that you are neither a “who” nor a “what,” but the pure awareness that is aware of all things.

    The confusion that arises is a natural and necessary part of this process. It is the mind’s way of signaling that it cannot turn the subject into an object, and this realization opens the door to a deeper understanding. By allowing this confusion to be, without trying to resolve it into a tidy intellectual answer, you can begin to rest in the pure presence of awareness itself.

    Alternative Mantras for Self-Inquiry

    If the traditional self-inquiry questions “Who am I?” or “What am I?” lead to a sense of dead end or confusion, you might find it helpful to use a different approach. Here are some alternative mantras or inquiries that can help guide you toward the reality of the subject—the pure awareness that is your true nature:

    1. “I am That” (Soham or Tat Tvam Asi): This mantra emphasizes the non-dual realization that your true Self is one with the ultimate reality, Brahman. It helps dissolve the identification with the mind and body, guiding you toward unity with infinite consciousness.
    2. “I am” (Aham): Focusing on the phrase “I am” without any descriptors can tune you into the presence of pure awareness, the basic sense of existence before it becomes entangled with thoughts and identities.
    3. “Be Still and Know”: Inspired by the biblical phrase, this mantra encourages you to settle into stillness and recognize the presence of awareness, leading to a deeper understanding of your true nature.
    4. “Pure Awareness” or “Consciousness Only”: These mantras directly affirm the nature of the subject as pure awareness, allowing you to focus on the awareness in which all experiences arise and dissolve.
    5. “Not this, not that” (Neti Neti): The practice of Neti Neti involves negating all that is not the Self, guiding your awareness back to the subject—the pure, unchanging consciousness.
    6. “I Am Presence”: This mantra emphasizes the feeling of existence without attaching it to any identity or role, helping you anchor in the experience of pure being.
    7. “Silent Witness”: Focusing on “Silent Witness” helps shift your attention to the observing presence within you, reminding you that you are the silent witness to all that occurs.
    8. “Who is aware?”: If “Who am I?” feels too abstract, “Who is aware?” can be a more direct pointer, helping you realize that the awareness observing everything is not an object but the subject itself.

    Each of these mantras offers a different pathway to recognizing the ever-present subject, the awareness that is your true Self. By choosing one that resonates with you and practicing it consistently, you can deepen your understanding and experience of pure awareness.

    Conclusion: Resting in Awareness

    Meditating on “Who am I?” or “What am I?” is not about finding an object or a new identity but about recognizing the ever-present subject—the pure awareness that is your true nature. This subject is beyond all concepts of “who” or “what,” and any confusion that arises is a natural part of the mind’s journey towards self-realization.

    By embracing this paradox and resting in the awareness that is always present, you move closer to the realization of your true nature—beyond all objects, beyond all concepts, as the pure, unchanging awareness that you truly are.

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  • The Distinction Between Awareness and the Objects of Awareness: A Path to Self-Realization

    In the teachings of Pravrajika Devyanandaprana, we encounter a profound insight: “You are aware of your thoughts, but your thoughts are not aware of you. You are aware of your body, but your body is not aware of you.” These words invite us to explore a fundamental distinction in spiritual practice—the difference between awareness and the objects of awareness. Understanding this distinction is not only intellectually enriching but also a crucial step on the path to self-realization.

    Awareness vs. Objects of Awareness

    At the core of this teaching is the realization that awareness is the unchanging background in which all experiences arise. In contrast, the objects of awareness—thoughts, emotions, sensations, and even the body—are transient and constantly changing.

    • Awareness is the constant, unchanging presence that observes everything.
    • Objects of Awareness include all that we perceive, think, and feel—essentially everything that can be noticed or experienced.

    When Swamiji says, “You are aware of your thoughts, but your thoughts are not aware of you,” she emphasizes that awareness is distinct from the content of the mind. Thoughts come and go, but the awareness that perceives them remains steady and unchanged. Similarly, the body is an object of awareness; it can be observed, felt, and experienced, but it is not aware of the awareness that perceives it.

    The Implications for Self-Realization

    Understanding this distinction between awareness and the objects of awareness has profound implications for self-realization:

    1. Disidentification from the Mind and Body:
    • Most of us identify strongly with our thoughts, emotions, and physical body, believing them to be the core of who we are. However, by recognizing that these are merely objects within our awareness, we can begin to disidentify from them. This disidentification is a crucial step towards realizing that our true nature is not the ever-changing mind or body but the unchanging awareness that perceives them.
    1. Realizing the True Self:
    • The true Self, often referred to as Atman in Vedanta, is pure awareness—unchanging, eternal, and beyond the fluctuations of the mind and body. When we deeply understand that we are the awareness observing all experiences, we begin to shift our identity from the transient objects of awareness to the true Self. This realization is the essence of self-realization.
    1. Freedom from Suffering:
    • Much of human suffering arises from our identification with thoughts and bodily sensations. When we believe we are our thoughts, we suffer from anxiety, fear, and other mental afflictions. When we believe we are our body, we suffer from physical pain and the fear of death. However, by recognizing that we are the awareness in which these experiences arise, we can cultivate a sense of detachment. This detachment leads to a profound sense of peace and freedom, as we no longer cling to or fear the transient experiences of the mind and body.
    1. Living with Awareness:
    • With this understanding, we can begin to live our lives with a greater sense of awareness. Instead of being lost in the content of our thoughts or overwhelmed by physical sensations, we can remain anchored in the awareness that perceives these experiences. This practice leads to a more centered, peaceful, and purposeful life, aligned with the true nature of our being.

    Practical Steps to Cultivate Awareness

    To cultivate this awareness and move towards self-realization, consider incorporating the following practices into your daily routine:

    1. Mindful Observation:
    • Spend a few minutes each day simply observing your thoughts without getting involved in them. Notice how they arise and dissolve within your awareness. Practice the same with physical sensations in your body. This helps in recognizing that you are the awareness in which these experiences occur.
    1. Meditation:
    • Engage in a daily meditation practice focused on observing the breath or a simple mantra. As you meditate, gently bring your attention to the awareness that is observing the breath or mantra. This practice helps in disidentifying from the mind and deepening your connection to the true Self.
    1. Self-Inquiry:
    • Regularly ask yourself, “Who am I?” or “What am I?” Not to find a verbal answer, but to turn your attention inward towards the awareness that perceives the mind and body. This inquiry helps in uncovering the true Self beyond all objects of awareness.
    1. Living in the Present Moment:
    • Cultivate the habit of bringing your attention back to the present moment throughout the day. Whether you are eating, walking, or engaged in conversation, try to remain aware of the awareness itself, noticing how it observes the unfolding experiences.

    Conclusion: The Journey to Self-Realization

    Swamiji’s teaching on the distinction between awareness and the objects of awareness offers a clear pathway to self-realization. By deeply understanding and living this distinction, we begin to experience life from the perspective of the true Self—pure awareness, unchanging and eternal.

    This shift in perspective is not merely an intellectual exercise but a transformative realization that brings profound peace, freedom, and fulfillment. As we continue to cultivate this awareness, we gradually dissolve the false identifications with the mind and body, awakening to our true nature as the eternal, unchanging Self.

    Below is the original source video of the lecture with Swami Parvajika Devyanandaprana, from which these blog posts were inspired. Here you can explore the insightful teachings that have profoundly shaped the content and perspectives shared in this blog.

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  • Exploring Self-Consciousness: A Journey Towards Self-Knowledge and Absolute Existence

    In the words of Pravrajika Devyanandaprana, “Research into Self-consciousness is what this Self-knowledge is actually about. This consciousness has been described as ‘Sat’, absolute existence. In your own experience you can catch this. Only if you are aware, can you perceive something.” These words offer a profound insight into the spiritual journey towards understanding the true nature of our existence.

    In this blog post, we will delve into the concept of self-consciousness, explore the meaning of ‘Sat’ or absolute existence, and offer practical guidance on how to experience this consciousness in your daily life.

    Understanding Self-Consciousness

    Self-consciousness is more than just being aware of oneself as a person in the world; it is the deeper awareness of the fundamental consciousness that underlies all experience. This consciousness is not tied to our thoughts, emotions, or physical sensations, but is the unchanging awareness that perceives these experiences.

    According to Swamiji, the journey of Self-knowledge begins with researching this self-consciousness. But what does this research entail? It is not about intellectual inquiry alone but involves a direct experiential investigation into the nature of your own awareness.

    The Meaning of “Sat” – Absolute Existence

    In Vedanta, “Sat” refers to absolute existence, the fundamental reality that is beyond all change and decay. It is the very essence of being, the pure consciousness that exists independently of the mind and body. This “Sat” is your true nature, and it is through the awareness of self-consciousness that you can begin to experience it.

    When Swamiji says, “Only if you are aware, can you perceive something,” she points to the fact that consciousness is the prerequisite for all perception and experience. Without awareness, nothing can be known or experienced. This awareness, when recognized as the true Self, reveals the nature of “Sat,” absolute existence.

    Practical Steps to Experience Self-Consciousness and Sat

    1. Cultivate Mindful Awareness:
    • Start by cultivating a practice of mindfulness. This involves being fully present in the moment, observing your thoughts, emotions, and sensations without judgment or attachment. The goal is to become aware of the awareness itself—the one who is observing.
    1. Engage in Self-Inquiry:
    • Begin to ask yourself the question, “Who am I?” or “What am I?” Not with the intention of finding an intellectual answer, but to turn your attention inward towards the pure consciousness that is the source of all thoughts. This practice helps in disidentifying from the mind and recognizing the unchanging awareness that is your true Self.
    1. Practice Meditation:
    • Set aside time each day to meditate. Focus on your breath, or use a simple mantra to calm the mind. As your mind settles, introduce the inquiry into self-consciousness. Simply notice the awareness in which all thoughts and sensations arise. Over time, this practice will lead you to a direct experience of “Sat,” the absolute existence.
    1. Reflect on Your Experiences:
    • After each practice session, take some time to reflect. How did you experience your awareness? Were there moments where you felt a deeper sense of existence beyond the mind and body? Reflection helps integrate these experiences into your daily life.
    1. Live with Awareness:
    • Carry this awareness into your everyday activities. Whether you are working, interacting with others, or simply relaxing, try to maintain a sense of self-consciousness. This continuous practice will gradually deepen your understanding and experience of “Sat.”

    The Benefits of Understanding Self-Consciousness and Sat

    • Inner Peace: As you begin to identify with the unchanging awareness rather than the fluctuating mind, a deep sense of peace and stability arises within you.
    • Clarity of Purpose: Understanding your true nature as “Sat” brings clarity and direction in life, as your actions and decisions align more with your authentic self.
    • Freedom from Suffering: By recognizing that you are not your thoughts, emotions, or physical form, you can transcend much of the suffering that comes from attachment and identification with these temporary experiences.
    • Spiritual Awakening: Ultimately, this journey leads to a profound awakening to the true nature of reality, where you experience oneness with all that is.

    Conclusion: A Lifelong Journey

    Swamiji’s teachings on self-consciousness and “Sat” guide us towards a deeper understanding of our true nature. This journey of self-knowledge is not a quick fix or a one-time realization; it is a lifelong exploration that requires patience, dedication, and an open heart.

    As you embark on this path, remember that every step you take towards understanding your self-consciousness brings you closer to experiencing the absolute existence that is your true Self. Let these practices become a natural part of your life, and over time, the awareness of “Sat” will become a living reality for you.

    Below is the original source video of the lecture with Swami Parvajika Devyanandaprana, from which these blog posts were inspired. Here you can explore the insightful teachings that have profoundly shaped the content and perspectives shared in this blog.

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  • Self-Inquiry and Meditation: A Pathway to Inner Awareness

    In the teachings of Pravrajika Devyanandaprana, often affectionately called Swamiji, the concept of self-inquiry is central to spiritual awakening and inner peace. Swamiji emphasizes that meditation should be coupled with self-inquiry to deepen one’s understanding of the self and to transcend the limitations of the ego.

    Understanding Self-Inquiry

    Self-inquiry is a profound practice rooted in the ancient wisdom of Advaita Vedanta, a non-dualistic philosophy that encourages the seeker to question the very nature of the self. The practice is simple yet powerful: asking the question, “Who am I?” or “What am I?” Not in search of an intellectual answer, but as a means to dissolve the layers of false identification we have accumulated over a lifetime.

    The purpose of self-inquiry is to redirect the mind from its habitual outward focus and turn it inward, towards the source of all thoughts and experiences. By persistently questioning the nature of the self, the meditator begins to discern the difference between the temporary phenomena of the mind—thoughts, emotions, sensations—and the unchanging awareness that is the true Self.

    Integrating Self-Inquiry with Meditation

    Swamiji suggests that meditation should be based upon self-inquiry, meaning that the practice of meditation should not merely be a technique to calm the mind but a method to explore the depths of one’s own being. Here’s how you can integrate self-inquiry into your meditation practice:

    1. Begin with a Calm Mind: Start your meditation by focusing on your breath or a simple mantra to settle the mind. This step is crucial because a calm and focused mind is more capable of deep inquiry.
    2. Introduce the Inquiry: Once the mind is relatively calm, gently introduce the question, “Who am I?” or “What am I?” Allow the question to arise naturally, without forcing an answer. The question is a tool to peel back layers of the mind’s conditioning.
    3. Observe the Mind’s Responses: As you ask the question, notice what arises in the mind. Thoughts, memories, emotions—these are all responses from the mind trying to define the self. Recognize them, but don’t get entangled. Simply return to the question.
    4. Shift to Awareness: With each repetition of the question, notice the awareness in which these responses arise. Gradually, the focus should shift from the content of the mind to the awareness itself. This awareness is the true Self, beyond all thoughts and identities.
    5. Rest in Pure Awareness: As the mind settles into the inquiry, there will be moments where the mind is quiet, and only pure awareness remains. Rest in this state. This is the essence of self-inquiry meditation—resting in the true nature of the Self, free from the mind’s fluctuations.
    6. Return and Reflect: After your meditation session, take a few moments to reflect on the experience. Notice any shifts in your perception of yourself or the world around you. Over time, this practice of self-inquiry will lead to a more stable realization of your true nature.

    The Benefits of Self-Inquiry Meditation

    The integration of self-inquiry and meditation brings profound benefits:

    • Dissolving the Ego: By consistently questioning the nature of the self, the false identifications of the ego begin to dissolve, leading to a more authentic and liberated experience of life.
    • Increased Awareness: Self-inquiry enhances your awareness of the present moment, helping you see beyond the surface level of thoughts and emotions to the underlying reality of pure consciousness.
    • Inner Peace: As the mind turns inward and rests in its true nature, a deep sense of peace and contentment arises, independent of external circumstances.
    • Spiritual Awakening: Ultimately, self-inquiry can lead to the direct realization of the Self, or Atman, which is identical to Brahman, the universal consciousness. This realization is the essence of non-dual wisdom.

    Conclusion: A Lifelong Practice

    Self-inquiry and meditation are not just practices to be done on a meditation cushion—they are tools for living. As you continue this journey, the question “Who am I?” will permeate your daily life, leading to deeper insights and greater freedom. The practice may begin as a discipline, but over time, it becomes a natural inquiry that leads to the ultimate truth of who you really are.

    Swamiji’s guidance on combining self-inquiry with meditation offers a pathway to profound self-realization. As you walk this path, remember that patience, persistence, and an open heart are your greatest allies. The truth of your being is already within you—self-inquiry and meditation are simply the means to uncover it.

    Below is the original source video of the lecture with Swami Parvajika Devyanandaprana, from which these blog posts were inspired. Here you can explore the insightful teachings that have profoundly shaped the content and perspectives shared in this blog.

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  • I Am Atman: Integrating Western Psychology and Eastern Philosophy to Realize the True Self

    In the journey of self-inquiry, we draw upon the rich wisdom of both Western psychology, particularly the work of Carl Jung, and Eastern philosophy, as taught in Advaita Vedanta, Yoga, and the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali. This powerful integration allows us to explore the full depth of our being—both the conscious and unconscious mind—and realize our true nature beyond the fluctuations of the mind, known as vrittis.

    Recognizing the Vrittis:

    • I am not my thoughts: Many thoughts and memories arise and disappear. I am not my thoughts. I am not my memories. Thoughts and memories are vrittis—fluctuations that come and go in the mind. I am the witness. I am the Atman.
    • I am not my emotions or feelings: Emotions and feelings, like thoughts and memories, are transient. They arise, linger for a while, and then fade away. By recognizing “I am not my emotions” and “I am not my feelings,” I affirm that these, too, are fluctuations in the mind. I am the witness. I am the Atman.
    • I am not my desires and aversions: Desires and aversions also fluctuate in the mind. They arise from conditioned patterns and pass away, often leading to attachment or avoidance. By realizing “I am not my desires” and “I am not my aversions,” I acknowledge that these are transient and do not define my true Self. I am the witness. I am the Atman.
    • I am not my name: My name is a label, a fluctuation in the external world that can change. But I remain the same. My name is a fluctuation that comes and goes. I am the witness. I am the Atman.
    • I am not my pain: In the same way, I am not the pain in my body. The pain in my body is a fluctuation that comes and goes. I am the witness. I am the Atman.

    Beyond the Vrittis: A Deeper Realization

    As we continue the practice of self-inquiry, we may come to an even deeper realization: that even the Atman, the witness, and all concepts of self are also vrittis—fluctuations within consciousness. These are still mental constructs that can be transcended.

    What Am I?

    • Inquiry 1: Beyond the concept of Atman lies the question “What am I?” This inquiry invites us to go beyond all labels, beyond even the idea of being the witness, to experience pure awareness itself—awareness that is beyond all mental constructs and fluctuations.
    • Inquiry 2: What is the experience of my true nature? This question shifts the focus from conceptual understanding to direct experience. Instead of seeking an intellectual answer, this inquiry points directly to the felt sense, the immediate experience of being that transcends all concepts and mental constructs.
    • Inquiry 3: Show me a direct experience of my true nature. This variation communicates directly with the unconscious mind, inviting it to reveal the true Self in a way that goes beyond conscious effort. By asking this, you open yourself to a spontaneous and deeper experience of your true nature.

    Integrating Jung and Vedanta:

    This approach unites the wisdom of Carl Jung’s exploration of the unconscious with the deep spiritual insights of Advaita Vedanta and Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras. By communicating directly with the unconscious and practicing self-inquiry, we can integrate the conscious and unconscious aspects of our being, ultimately transcending them to realize our true nature as pure awareness.

    Pure Awareness:

    In the deepest realization, we see that the Atman, the witness, and even consciousness as a concept are not the ultimate reality. The true Self is beyond all dualities, all fluctuations. It is the ground of being, the pure awareness that is self-luminous and self-existent.

    Living the Inquiry:

    Let the questions “What am I?”, “What is the experience of my true nature?”, and “Show me a direct experience of my true nature” guide you beyond all concepts, allowing all mental constructs to dissolve and reveal the pure awareness that is ever-present.

    The Practice of Self-Inquiry: Transcending the Vrittis

    Once we recognize that all these mental events—thoughts, emotions, desires, aversions, and even physical sensations—are vrittis, we can begin to transcend them. The following practice can help deepen this understanding:

    1. Awareness of Vrittis:

    • Begin by sitting quietly in a comfortable position. Close your eyes and take a few deep breaths, centering yourself in the present moment.
    • Bring your attention to your thoughts, emotions, and any sensations in your body. Notice them as they arise, observing them without judgment.

    2. Witnessing the Vrittis:

    • As you observe these mental events, remind yourself that they are vrittis—transient fluctuations of the mind. Say to yourself, “I am not my thoughts. I am not my emotions. I am not my sensations. I am the witness.”
    • Continue to repeat the mantra, “I am the Atman.” Or “I am the witness.” anchoring yourself in the awareness that you are the unchanging witness.

    3. Calming the Vrittis:

    • Focus on your breath as a way to calm the mind. Follow the natural rhythm of your breath, allowing it to soothe the vrittis and bring your mind into a more peaceful state.
    • If you wish, you can also repeat the mantra “Atman” or “Witness” silently with each breath to further quiet the mental fluctuations.

    4. Dis-identification from Vrittis:

    • Continue practicing self-inquiry by asking, “Who am I?”, “What am I?”, or “What is the experience of my true nature?” Each time a thought or emotion arises, gently return to the realization that you are not the vritti; you are the witness, the Atman.
    • Alternatively, you can communicate directly with the unconscious by asking, “Show me a direct experience of my true nature,” and then remain open to whatever arises.

    5. Transcending the Vrittis:

    • As your mind becomes more still, allow yourself to rest in the pure awareness of the Atman. Experience the space of consciousness that is free from the fluctuations of the mind.
    • Over time, with consistent practice, you will find that the vrittis become less dominant, and your connection to the unchanging, open, spacious awareness of the Atman will grow stronger.

    Conclusion

    By regularly practicing self-inquiry and recognizing the transient nature of the vrittis, we deepen our understanding of our true nature as the Atman. This realization helps us navigate life with greater peace, detachment, and equanimity, knowing that we are not defined by the ever-changing landscape of thoughts, emotions, and sensations. We are the witness, the eternal Self, the Atman.

    Yet, even beyond this realization, we are invited to inquire further: “What am I?” and “What is the experience of my true nature?” These questions guide us beyond all concepts and mental constructs, allowing us to rest in the pure awareness that transcends all dualities. For those seeking an even deeper experience, directly communicating with the unconscious by asking, “Show me a direct experience of my true nature,” can open the door to profound realizations.

    Reflective Questions:

    • How do you experience the vrittis in your daily life?
    • In what ways can you remind yourself that you are the witness, not the vrittis?
    • How has the practice of self-inquiry influenced your understanding of your true Self?
    • What arises when you go beyond the concept of Atman, asking “What am I?”, “What is the experience of my true nature?”, or “Show me a direct experience of my true nature?”

    Feel free to share your thoughts and experiences in the comments. Your reflections can help create a richer community of practice and understanding.

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  • The Eternal Self and the Three States of Experience: Waking, Dreaming, and Deep Sleep

    In the teachings of Advaita Vedanta, one of the most profound insights is the distinction between the transient states of consciousness—waking, dreaming, and deep sleep—and the eternal, unchanging Self. Pravrajika Devyanandaprana eloquently explores this concept in her teachings on self-inquiry, offering a deep understanding of the nature of awareness and the true Self.

    The Three States of Experience

    1. Waking State (Jagrat)
    • Description: The waking state is the most familiar to us, where we engage with the external world through our senses. In this state, we are aware of our body, thoughts, emotions, and the physical environment around us. The waking state is characterized by our active involvement in the world and a strong identification with our physical body and mind.
    • Relation to the Self: In the waking state, we often equate our identity with the body and mind. However, through the practice of self-inquiry, we begin to see that our true nature, the Self, is the unchanging awareness that witnesses all these experiences. We are not merely the body or the mind but the awareness that perceives them.
    1. Dream State (Svapna)
    • Description: The dream state occurs when the mind creates experiences independent of the external world, typically during sleep. In this state, we encounter a world created entirely by our mind, where we might identify with a dream body, experience emotions, and encounter various scenarios.
    • Relation to the Self: The dream state shows us how transient and subjective our experiences can be. Just as a dream is a creation of the mind, our waking experiences are also shaped by our perceptions and thoughts. The Self, however, remains constant, witnessing both the waking and dream states without being affected by them.
    1. Deep Sleep State (Sushupti)
    • Description: The deep sleep state is characterized by the absence of mental activity and sensory experience. In this state, the mind is not active, and there are no thoughts, perceptions, or objects of awareness. It is often described as a state of profound rest and rejuvenation.
    • Relation to the Self: Swamiji offers a profound insight by describing deep sleep as the “experience of absence, not the absence of experience.” In this state, there is an absence of objects—no pratyayas or mental events—but the Self, pure awareness, still persists. While the deep sleep state is free from the fluctuations of the mind and closely resembles the pristine mind or Brahman, it is not fully equated with the realization of these states because there is no conscious awareness of the Self’s true nature.

    Additional Clarification:

    • While the deep sleep state is characterized by the absence of mental activity and sensory experience, it is still considered a state of the mind. In this state, the mind is in a dormant, unmanifest condition—free from fluctuations, yet not entirely absent. It is a state where the mind rests in potentiality, closely resembling the pure awareness of Atman. However, full realization of Atman requires conscious awareness, which is not present in deep sleep. Thus, while deep sleep offers a glimpse into the nature of Atman, it is not equivalent to Atman itself.

    The Invariable Self: The Eternal Witness

    Swamiji emphasizes that the true Self, or Atman, is the one invariable presence that persists through all three states of consciousness. The waking, dreaming, and deep sleep states are transient; they come and go, but the Self remains constant. This Self is the pure awareness that witnesses all experiences without being affected by them.

    • Mind as the Variable: The waking and dream states are considered states of the mind because they are conditioned by mental activities, sensory inputs, and subconscious processes. In the deep sleep state, however, the mind is dormant and free from fluctuations, closely resembling the pure awareness of Atman, yet it is still considered a state of the mind.
    • The Self as the Invariable: Despite the changes in the mind’s states during waking and dreaming, and its quiescence in deep sleep, the Self remains unchanged. This unchanging awareness is the true essence of who we are—beyond the body, mind, and sensory experiences. It is the stable, undisturbed witness that remains present, regardless of the mind’s fluctuations.

    Deep Sleep, Pristine Mind, and Brahman

    The deep sleep state, where there is an absence of objects and mental events, can be seen as a state of pure potentiality. It is closer to the pristine mind or Brahman because it is free from the distractions and fluctuations of the mind. However, it is not the full realization of these states because, in deep sleep, there is still an absence of conscious awareness of one’s true nature as the Self.

    • Pristine Mind: In some traditions, “pristine mind” refers to a state of pure, unconditioned awareness that is naturally calm, clear, and open. The deep sleep state, free from mental activity, resembles this pristine state but lacks the conscious recognition of it.
    • Brahman: Brahman is the ultimate reality in Advaita Vedanta, the infinite, unchanging truth that underlies all existence. The deep sleep state, with its absence of dualistic experiences, is closer to Brahman, but full realization requires the conscious awareness of the Self as Brahman, which is absent in deep sleep.

    The Metaphor of the Sky

    A helpful metaphor to understand this teaching is to think of the Self as the sky and the three states as passing clouds. The clouds—whether stormy or peaceful—come and go, but the sky remains untouched, vast, and unchanging. Similarly, the Self remains pure and constant, while the mind’s states pass through.

    Transcending the Three States: The Practice of Self-Inquiry

    Through self-inquiry, we can transcend identification with the transient states of the mind and recognize our true nature as the unchanging Self. By consistently asking, “Who am I?” or “What am I?” we disentangle our identity from the fleeting experiences of the mind and connect more deeply with the Self.

    • Mindfulness and Awareness: In daily life, cultivating mindfulness helps us stay connected to this invariable Self. By being aware of the transient nature of thoughts, emotions, and experiences, we can maintain a sense of detachment and recognize that the true “I” is always present, beyond these changing states.
    • Continual Inquiry: Practicing self-inquiry, especially during transitions between waking, dreaming, and sleep, deepens our realization that we are not the changing mind but the awareness that witnesses all changes.

    Swamiji’s teachings remind us that while the mind and its states are transient, the Self is eternal. By recognizing and connecting with this unchanging awareness, we can find stability and peace, transcending the fluctuations of the mind and realizing our true nature.

    Reflective Questions:

    • How do you perceive each of the three states of experience in your own life?
    • In what ways can you recognize the invariable Self amidst the changing states of mind?
    • How has the practice of self-inquiry influenced your understanding of your true Self?

    Feel free to share your thoughts and experiences in the comments. Your reflections can help create a richer community of practice and understanding.

    Below is the original source video of the lecture with Swami Parvajika Devyanandaprana, from which these blog posts were inspired. Here you can explore the insightful teachings that have profoundly shaped the content and perspectives shared in this blog.

    🙏🕊️🙏