Tag: contemplation

  • A Glimpse of Rigpa: The True Nature of Our Mind

    A Glimpse of Rigpa: The True Nature of Our Mind

    Yesterday Rinpoche gave me the simple instruction: to keep my thoughts in the room.
    As I practiced, the winds of memory and worry fell quiet, and what remained was a stillness like a pond untouched by breeze. In that moment I glimpsed the unity of ordinary and pristine mind—waves arising, yet nothing but ocean.

    Beloved Rinpoche,

    I write with gratitude for the instruction you gave yesterday, which opened a new door for me into the experience of Rigpa. Your words were simple, yet carried such profound kindness: to keep my thoughts in the room.

    As I sat in meditation, I followed your guidance. Thoughts about the ceiling, the plants, the breath, even the quiet pulse of tinnitus—all of these belonged to the room. They could be held gently within awareness without struggle. But when thoughts drifted toward memories of the past, or worries of the future, or stories beyond this room, I could see them clearly as outside. And so, with care, I let them go and returned to what was here.

    This way of practicing felt so different—so much more tender. Instead of wrestling with ordinary mind, I could simply remain rooted in this space, in this moment. And in that resting, the movements of the mind, the vrittis and pratyayas, began to settle of their own accord. Like a pond no longer stirred by wind, a natural stillness revealed itself. Within that stillness, I began to glimpse what you have pointed to again and again: the open clarity of pure awareness.

    In that glimpse, awareness shone with very little disturbance. An “I” was still present, but the usual fluctuations of thought were momentarily quiet, allowing the stillness of pure awareness to appear directly. To rest, even briefly, in that clarity was both humbling and wondrous.

    I could sense then that ordinary mind and pristine mind are not two separate realities, but two sides of the same coin. The waves of thought arise, yet they are nothing other than ocean. The ordinary shines as the pristine. To realize this in a living way, even if for only a moment, fills me with wonder and gratitude.

    Rinpoche, I bow in thanks for this precious instruction. It has shown me that Rigpa is not distant or hidden, but present in the immediacy of the room, in the simple presence of what is. May I return to this again and again, and may this glimpse ripen into lasting recognition.

    And may whatever merit arises from this glimpse and this practice be dedicated to the benefit of all beings everywhere. May it ease suffering, open hearts, and become a cause for the enlightenment of all sentient beings throughout time and space.

    With devotion and gratitude,
    Richard

    🙏✨️💛✨️🙏

    If you would like to learn more about the teachings of Orgyen Chowang Rinpoche and explore Dzogchen practice in greater depth, you can visit his website at pristinemind.org.


    In this talk at Google, Rinpoche offers instruction and a guided meditation based on his book Our Pristine Mind: A Practical Guide to Unconditional Happiness. He introduces a unique form of meditation called Pristine Mind meditation and explains how cultivating a Pristine Mind can transform every aspect of our lives.



    By resting gently in the fullness of the present moment, allowing the mind to settle naturally, and recognizing its luminous, pristine nature, one opens to profound serenity and enduring contentment.


  • Like a Smile That Was Always There

    Like a Smile That Was Always There


    Let’s just sit.
    No commentary.
    No effort.

    Just being.

    And let the Truth
    reveal itself
    like a smile
    that was always there.

    🕊🪷✨


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  • Touching the Mezuzah of Bread

    Touching the Mezuzah of Bread

    A mezuzah on the doorpost—reminding me to pause, to wake up, to touch awareness. Now, even cookies and bread can serve the same purpose.

    This is kind of a fun little poem that I thought you might enjoy as I reframe my impulsive eating of cookies and bread as a mindfulness bell. Instead of seeing it as a bad habit I need to fight, I’m experimenting with turning it into a moment of presence.

    In Jewish tradition, a mezuzah on the doorpost is more than a symbol—it’s a mindfulness bell. Each time we pass through a doorway and touch it, we are reminded to pause, to wake up, to remember the presence of the Divine in our daily lives.

    But what if mindfulness could extend beyond the doorpost? What if even our impulses—those habits we struggle with—could also become mezuzahs, gentle invitations to awareness?

    Recently, I’ve been reframing my impulsive eating of cookies and bread. Rather than seeing it as a failure of willpower or a battle to control, I’ve begun treating each craving as a doorway. Just as I touch the mezuzah before entering a room, I now use the moment of reaching for food as a reminder to pause and rest in awareness.

    Not to resist. Not to judge. Just to see.

    This shift is transforming something that once felt like compulsion into an unexpected spiritual practice. It’s not about stopping the impulse, but about using it as a touchstone for presence—turning even cookies or a loaf of bread into a mezuzah.


    The Mezuzah of Bread

    Hand to the doorpost, a pause in the flow,
    A moment of presence—just touching, then go.
    The cookie, the loaf—no different in kind,
    Each one a doorway to seeing the mind.

    No need to battle, no need to fight,
    Just rest in awareness, simple and light.
    The hunger may linger, the craving may call,
    But presence is spacious—it holds them all.

    Not stopping, not striving, just waking instead,
    Touching the mezuzah of cookies and bread.

    🙏🕊🙏


  • From Separation to Union: Rediscovering the Boundless Presence of God

    From Separation to Union: Rediscovering the Boundless Presence of God

    “In the beginning, Elohim created the heavens and the earth.” (Genesis 1:1)

    Introduction: The Question of Elohim

    These opening words of the Bible are familiar to millions. Yet hidden within them lies a mystery often overlooked. Why does the text use Elohim, a plural form, rather than a singular name for God? Is this merely a grammatical curiosity, or does it point toward something deeper—something vast, formless, beyond the limitations of human thought?

    For centuries, many have understood God as a being—separate, external, anthropomorphized. The image of an old man on a throne has dominated religious imagination, reinforcing the belief in a distant deity who governs creation from afar. But what if this is only a veil over a deeper truth? What if Elohim points not to a being among beings, but to the boundless reality itself—the Ein Sof of Kabbalah, the nameless and formless essence beyond all concept?

    This essay is an invitation to step beyond the veil. To move from separation to union, from belief to direct experience. To rediscover what the mystics across traditions have always known: that God is not elsewhere. God is here, now, and always—within and beyond, closer than breath, vaster than thought.

    The Illusion of Separation

    Throughout history, religion has provided humanity with stories, images, and rituals to help navigate the mystery of existence. Yet, in doing so, it has often externalized the divine, creating a subject-object duality—God as a being, separate from creation, separate from us.

    This duality is at the root of suffering. When we see ourselves as apart from the divine, we feel exiled, adrift in a world where God is distant and we are left to struggle alone. This belief in separation has led to fear, to longing, to a desperate seeking for something outside of ourselves that can restore what feels missing.

    But what if nothing was ever missing? What if the separation is only a misunderstanding, a veil drawn over the truth of our oneness with the Infinite?

    The Path of Direct Experience

    The great mystics—those who have peered beyond the veil—have all spoken of a reality beyond belief.

    St. John of the Cross, in his Dark Night of the Soul, describes a journey where all concepts, images, and even the felt presence of God are stripped away. This is not a loss but a purification, a burning away of false idols so that the soul may awaken to the unmediated presence of the divine.

    In the Jewish tradition, the Kabbalists speak of bitul, the nullification of ego, where one dissolves into the infinite Ein Sof, realizing that there never was a separate self to begin with. Similarly, in the contemplative traditions of Buddhism, the stillness of shamatha leads to the recognition of the pristine mind—that which has always been pure, unconditioned, free.

    In every tradition, we find this same invitation: to stop seeking outward and to turn inward, to surrender not to belief, but to direct encounter. To see that God is not an external entity, but the very ground of our being.

    The Return to Oneness

    When we let go of the illusion of separation, what remains?

    Not the loss of self, but its fulfillment. Not an annihilation into emptiness, but a merging into fullness—the great I Am. The “yoga” of the Vedic tradition means precisely this: union. It is the recognition that we were never apart from God, only dreaming that we were.

    This is not an esoteric teaching reserved for monks and mystics. It is the birthright of every human being. It is what Jesus meant when he said, “The kingdom of God is within you.” It is what the Psalmist knew when he wrote, “Be still, and know that I am God.” It is what every human heart longs for—not a distant deity, but the felt truth of divine presence, here and now.

    Tikkun Olam: Healing the World Through Remembrance

    When we remember our oneness with the divine, we heal not only ourselves but the world.

    The Kabbalistic tradition of Tikkun Olam, the healing of the world, is not merely about fixing external problems. It is about restoring divine unity—within ourselves, within society, within creation. The suffering of the world is the suffering of separation. The healing of the world is the return to wholeness.

    This is why this message matters. Not as an intellectual exercise, not as a theological debate, but as the most urgent and necessary work of our time. The world does not need more beliefs about God. It needs people who have remembered their divinity. People who, knowing themselves as inseparable from the infinite, act with wisdom, love, and compassion.

    This is the path of return. Not by striving, not by effort, but by surrendering to the truth that has always been. The Elohim of Genesis was never a separate being. Ein Sof has never been absent. The I Am has never ceased to be what it is.

    All that remains is to awaken.

    Conclusion: The Invitation

    If these words stir something in you, it is because they are already known. The recognition of divine oneness is not something to be attained—it is something to be remembered.

    Wherever you are, whatever your path, the invitation is the same:

    Be still. Let go. And know that you are already home.


    Addendum: Searching for What Is Already Here

    This morning, I took the cream cheese out of the fridge, opened it up, and placed a bagel into the toaster, getting everything prepared for a delicious breakfast. A simple task.

    Then, as my bagel toasted, I opened the fridge again to grab the cream cheese. But it wasn’t there.

    I checked every shelf. Nothing.

    I stood there, puzzled. I know I had cream cheese yesterday. Did I finish it? Did it somehow disappear?

    And then I turned around.

    There it was—right on the counter, exactly where I had left it, sitting open and waiting for me.

    I couldn’t help but laugh.

    How often do we search for something that was never missing? How often do we look for God as if He were distant—forgetting that the divine presence, like my misplaced cream cheese, has been right here all along?

    The moment we stop searching, we arrive.

    And sometimes, the path to enlightenment is as simple as laughing at yourself while spreading cream cheese on a bagel.

    🙏🕊🙏

  • 🌿 A Poem of Strength & Renewal 🌿

    🌿 A Poem of Strength & Renewal 🌿

    ✨ English ✨
    The light of warmth shines through the long night, 🌙
    Though storms may rage, the heart’s lantern never fades. 🕯️
    Though mountains are high and waters far, a homebound boat remains, ⛰️🌊⛵
    After hardship, spring arrives, and the world is born anew. 🌿🌸

    ✨ Spanish / Español ✨
    La luz del alma brilla en la oscuridad, 🌙
    Aunque ruja la tormenta, la llama no se apaga. 🕯️
    Montañas y mares no detienen el regreso, ⛰️🌊⛵
    Tras la prueba, la primavera renace. 🌿🌸

    ✨ Italiano ✨
    La luce dell’anima illumina la notte, 🌙
    Anche nella tempesta, la fiamma non si spegne. 🕯️
    Monti e mari non fermano il ritorno, ⛰️🌊⛵
    Dopo il dolore, la primavera rinasce. 🌿🌸

    ✨ العربية / Arabic ✨
    نور الروح يضيء الظلام، 🌙
    مهما اشتدت العواصف، لا تنطفئ الشمعة. 🕯️
    الجبال والبحار لا تمنع العودة، ⛰️🌊⛵
    بعد المحن، يأتي الربيع ويولد العالم من جديد. 🌿🌸

    ✨ עברית / Hebrew ✨
    אור הנשמה זורח בלילה החשוך, 🌙
    גם בסערה, הנר אינו כבה. 🕯️
    ההרים והימים אינם עוצרים את השיבה, ⛰️🌊⛵
    לאחר הקושי, האביב מגיע והעולם נולד מחדש. 🌿🌸

    ✨ Русский / Russian ✨
    Свет души сияет сквозь ночь, 🌙
    Пусть бушует буря, но огонь не гаснет. 🕯️
    Горы и воды не остановят путь домой, ⛰️🌊⛵
    После невзгод приходит весна, и мир обновляется. 🌿🌸

    ✨ Українська / Ukrainian ✨
    Світло душі сяє крізь ніч, 🌙
    Хай шторм бушує, та вогонь не згасне. 🕯️
    Гори й води не зупинять дорогу додому, ⛰️🌊⛵
    Після труднощів настає весна, і світ відроджується. 🌿🌸

  • Into the Mystic: Curiosity as the Pathway to Pure Awareness

    This morning’s contemplative practice felt like stepping into a new realm, where meditation falls away and contemplation unfolds in its place. It was not something I forced or sought after, but rather a quiet surrender into what was already there, waiting to be noticed.

    As I lay in stillness, curious pratyayas of sensation and thought began to arise—small flickers of tension in the body, fleeting memories, echoes of past emotions. Yet, there was no need to hold on to them, nor push them away. Instead, curiosity became the guiding force, allowing me to rest gently in the awareness of what is. This curiosity was not the kind that seeks answers, but rather the kind that simply observes without interference—a curiosity that watches, without wanting or resisting.

    Namkhai Norbu, in his teachings on Dzogchen, speaks of resting in the natural state, which is not something we attain but something we return to. This state of pure awareness is our birthright, and through practices like sky-gazing, we are reminded of its boundless nature. It is spacious, free of judgment, and untouched by the fluctuations of the mind.

    In the stillness of this morning’s practice, I realized how much the mind wants to grasp, to make meaning, or to categorize each sensation or thought that arises. But when we remain in curiosity, those tendencies dissolve. The pratyayas come and go like clouds passing through the sky, and we remain as the observer of it all.

    St. John of the Cross describes this process as the soul’s purification—moving through the dark night, not by pushing through it, but by allowing it to unfold naturally. In this unfolding, even the act of surrender becomes effortless. We simply rest in the awareness of being, trusting that the Divine is doing its quiet work in us, without our interference.

    This morning’s practice reminded me that contemplation is not something we achieve; it is something we allow. When curiosity is present, we move away from striving for an experience and simply witness what is. And in that witnessing, the doorway to pure awareness opens, effortlessly.

    As we continue this contemplative journey, may we lean into the practice of curiosity, allowing it to gently lead us into the spaciousness of pure awareness. In this space, we discover that everything we seek has always been within us, waiting to be uncovered.

    🙏🕊️🙏

  • Into the Mystic: Embracing Impermanence, Resting in Awareness

    As I sit here in my yard, under the shade of tall trees and a sky so vast, I am reminded of the gentle teachings of impermanence. The pratyayas, those rising and falling sensations, memories, and thoughts, have once again surfaced, but they do not hold the weight they once did. Instead, there is a soft awareness that everything is already changing, and that in the grand scheme of time, everything is already gone.

    I look over at my RV, which has been a sanctuary for me for so many years. Soon, this land will become something else, transformed into a clubhouse. And yet, in this moment, I am filled with deep appreciation for what has been, for the unconscious and conscious years spent on this blessed earth. The impermanence of it all doesn’t bring sadness, but rather a profound gratitude for having lived through it, both mindfully and unmindfully.

    Namkhai Norbu’s sky-gazing practice teaches us to rest in the awareness of what is, without grasping or rejecting. In these moments of contemplation, I’m reminded that sky-gazing isn’t about observing the physical sky but allowing the mind to open into its own natural spaciousness. The practice reflects what is already within—clear, vast, and untouched by the clouds of thought.

    As pratyayas of impermanence arise, they are met not with resistance but with curiosity. Curiosity has become my companion on this contemplative path, gently guiding me to rest in awareness without the need for answers or conclusions. There is no longer a push for meaning, only the quiet observation of the present moment unfolding, just as it is.

    In this state of being, I can feel both the impermanence of the physical world and the abiding stillness of awareness. It is a paradox, and yet it is also the simplest truth: everything changes, and yet awareness remains the same.

    The teachings of St. John of the Cross, Ramana Maharshi, and Namkhai Norbu all point to this truth in their own ways. We move through life, through our spiritual practices, sometimes seeking, sometimes grasping for deeper experiences. But there comes a moment when we simply stop, when we rest in the spaciousness that has always been there. It is not a state we attain; it is a state we remember.

    As I continue this practice, I feel a deep gratitude, not just for the present moment, but for all that has been and all that will come. And in this gratitude, the pratyayas seem to soften, leaving behind the quiet awareness that is always there, patiently waiting for us to return.

    🙏🕊️🙏

  • Into the Mystic: The Wave and the Water – Finding Peace in Aimlessness

    In his gentle and profound way, Thich Nhat Hanh reminds us that we are already what we seek to become. Like a wave searching for water, we often find ourselves running in circles, seeking stability and peace, when in fact we are already made of the very essence we are searching for.

    In the previous post, we reflected on the words, “Be still and know that I am God,” and on the teachings that the Kingdom of God is within us, not something to be sought outside. Thich Nhat Hanh offers a similar invitation to stillness, a reminder that we need not search beyond this moment to touch the Divine. His teachings on apranihita—aimlessness—invite us to stop running after something outside of ourselves. The Buddha is not somewhere far away, hidden behind our efforts; the Buddha is within us, right here, right now. We don’t need to become something else or achieve some great transformation to touch the truth of our being. We only need to stop, to recognize that what we are seeking is already present in us.

    This echoes the Christian mystic path as well, where we are called to enter the stillness, to trust in the unfolding of the Divine presence within. St. John of the Cross speaks of surrendering into the Divine presence that is always here, guiding us without the need for striving. The great mystics remind us that the more we seek, the further we may feel from the truth. Yet when we stop seeking, when we allow ourselves to simply be, we find that the Kingdom of God is already here, waiting for us in the stillness of our own hearts.

    Thich Nhat Hanh’s teachings give form to this same truth. He uses the image of a wave to help us understand that we are not separate from what we seek. Just as the wave is made of water, we too are made of the very essence we long to touch. The wave doesn’t need to run after the water; it is already water. The black cloud doesn’t need to become a white cloud; it only needs light to shine on it, revealing what was always there. In the same way, we don’t need to become something else to experience peace. We need only to stop, to rest in the awareness of who we already are.

    As both Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj and Papaji have taught, the very act of searching can take us further from what we seek. Papaji even wrote a book titled Call Off the Search, emphasizing that the more we search, the more we reinforce the illusion that the truth is somewhere else. This persistent search keeps us from realizing the truth that is already right here, right now. By continuing to look outside of ourselves, we create a sense of distance, when in reality there is no distance at all—only the stillness of the present moment, where what we seek has always been.

    “You are already what you want to become,” Thich Nhat Hanh says. Yet we spend much of our lives not believing this truth, searching for happiness, fulfillment, and wisdom outside of ourselves. Whether it’s the Kingdom of God, Buddha-nature, or enlightenment, we chase after these ideas as though they are separate from us. But all of the great teachers—whether it be Jesus, the Buddha, or St. John of the Cross—urge us to look within. They tell us that when we stop running after what we already are, we can finally rest in the truth that has always been there.

    This is what Thich Nhat Hanh calls aimlessness. The practice of aimlessness is to no longer place something in front of you to chase after. It is to recognize that everything you are searching for is already here. By stopping the search, by becoming still, we can touch the wonders of life that are already present in this moment.

    In one of his talks, Thich Nhat Hanh describes this stillness beautifully: “The Kingdom of God, the Pure Land of the Buddha, is available in the here and now.” He reminds us that happiness is found in the simple things—a rose, the fresh air, a loving smile. Like the wave that need not search for water, we need only to stop and recognize the treasures already around us, treasures that we so often miss because we are running in circles.

    Thich Nhat Hanh teaches that walking meditation can be a wonderful way to practice this stopping, this resting in the here and now. Each step is not taken with a sense of rushing to arrive somewhere, but with the awareness that we are already where we need to be. With each step, we arrive fully in the present moment, touching the peace, the beauty, and the wonder that is always available. It is a practice that brings us back to the present, back to ourselves, and back to the truth that there is nothing to attain.

    “You don’t need to become a Buddha,” Thich Nhat Hanh says, “You are already a Buddha.” You don’t need to search for the Divine; the Divine is already within you. It is only when we stop running that we can finally touch this truth. Like the black cloud that becomes a white cloud when the light shines upon it, we are transformed by the simple act of recognition. In the stillness of aimlessness, we realize that there is no distance between us and what we seek.

    As we continue our contemplative journey, may we learn to embrace the wisdom of aimlessness. May we stop chasing after what is already here, within us. And in that stopping, may we find the peace, the joy, and the freedom that comes from recognizing that we have always been enough.

    🙏🕊️🙏

  • Sitting at the Door: A Buddhist and Mystical Practice

    Sitting at the Door: A Buddhist and Mystical Practice

    The Cloud of Unknowing teaches us to sit at the door of divine mystery, letting go of effort and surrendering to grace. This mirrors profound teachings in the Buddha Dharma, emphasizing direct experience, trust, and stillness.

    The Buddha’s phrase “Ehi Passiko” (Come and see) invites us to encounter truth directly—not through intellectual striving, but through quiet observation. In the Satipatthana Sutta, mindfulness is described as simply observing the body, feelings, and mind as they arise, with no need to grasp or resist.

    This is like sitting at the door of unknowing: allowing thoughts, emotions, and sensations to come and go, while resting in awareness. We are not called to force understanding or make something happen; we simply sit, trusting the process.

    Another Buddhist teaching, Vossagga (letting go), encourages us to release grasping and surrender to the natural flow of life. Even the ego’s restlessness becomes part of the practice, not something to fight against. As we trust the unfolding of awareness, stillness grows.

    This gentle practice reminds us that neither the ego nor effort creates transformation—it is the natural interplay of surrender and grace. Whether we call it divine love or pristine awareness, sitting at the door reveals a deeper truth.

    How can you embrace this today? Simply sit. Let go. Trust.

    #Contemplation #Mindfulness #CloudOfUnknowing #Buddhism #Stillness #Grace

    🙏🕊🙏

  • Be Still: A Contemplation of Presence

    In the chaos of life, there are words that call us to pause, to breathe, and to return to the essence of our being. Today, I find myself reflecting on a simple yet profound invitation: Be still. These words are not merely a command; they are a gentle reminder to return home to ourselves.

    In a world filled with noise and distraction, these words, “be still,” invite us to rest, to find solace in the quiet moments that lie between our thoughts. How often do we forget the power of stillness, seeking answers in the frenzy of life rather than in the peaceful embrace of the present moment?

    In stillness, we discover a deeper truth. It is here that we can let go of our worries, our desires, and the incessant need to control. The invitation is to surrender—to allow ourselves to simply be, without judgment or expectation. When we immerse ourselves in this stillness, we begin to experience the richness of life beyond the surface chaos.

    The teachings of various traditions converge in this space of stillness. In Buddhism, the concept of mindfulness encourages us to be present, to observe without attachment. The stillness is where we can witness our thoughts and emotions without becoming entangled in them.

    Similarly, in Christian teachings, we are reminded to be still and know that God is present. This stillness opens a doorway to the Divine, where we can encounter love, compassion, and grace.

    In this journey of stillness, we are reminded of the command, “Seek ye first the Kingdom of God,” for it is within this sphere of inner quietude that we find the true essence of the Divine. Jesus tells us, “The kingdom of God is in the midst of you” (Luke 17:21), emphasizing that this sacred space resides within each of us. In the depths of this inner stillness, we uncover a realm filled with love, compassion, and grace—a place where the noise of the world fades away, revealing the interconnectedness of all beings and the vibrant presence of the Divine.

    As I sit with this invitation, I am reminded that stillness is not an absence but a presence—a vibrant space filled with potential and awareness. It is where we can connect with our true selves and the interconnectedness of all beings.

    In this stillness, we find the beauty of life unfolding. We learn to embrace the moments of joy and sorrow alike, recognizing that each is a part of the sacred tapestry of existence.

    So, let us take a moment to be still. In that stillness, we can hear the whispers of our hearts, the gentle nudges of intuition, and the voice of the Divine guiding us.

    As we cultivate this practice of stillness, we allow ourselves to grow and transform. The world may continue to swirl around us, but within, we can find peace, clarity, and connection.

    “Be still and know that I am God.”

    —The Five Books of Moses, Psalm 46:10

    🙏🕊️🙏

  • Sitting at the Door of Contemplation: A Practice of Trust and Patience

    Contemplation is often misunderstood as an active pursuit of profound experiences or enlightenment. But the true essence of the practice lies in humility, patience, and surrender. It’s less about achieving something and more about sitting at the door of contemplation, waiting with trust and openness for grace to unfold.

    The Cloud of Unknowing beautifully describes this process. It teaches that contemplation is not something we can force; it’s a gift—a grace that reveals itself when the time is right. The practice, then, becomes about preparing ourselves by gently releasing attachments, distractions, and the need to control. This is the heart of sitting at the door.

    This idea echoes the old Chinese story of a young seeker sitting outside a monastery, repeatedly rejected at the door. The rejections are not failures; they are lessons in humility and perseverance. Only when the seeker is ready does the door open, revealing the profound truth that the waiting was itself the practice.

    Similarly, a Buddhist saying reminds us: “When the student is ready, the teacher appears.” This readiness is not about external circumstances but about cultivating the inner space to receive what has been present all along. It’s about releasing the striving and trusting the natural timing of insight.

    Even the phrase “waiting for the Buddha,” which might at first seem simplistic, carries profound wisdom. It’s not about passively waiting for something external but sitting in stillness, creating the conditions for Buddha-nature—the awakened presence within us all—to emerge.

    This practice aligns with the balance of effort and surrender:

    Releasing thoughts into the Cloud of Forgetting, clearing the path to presence.

    Resting in the Cloud of Unknowing, embracing the mystery without needing to understand.

    To sit at the door of contemplation is to trust in the unfolding, knowing that what you seek cannot be forced. It requires humility, patience, and faith in the process.

    As you practice, consider these reminders:

    “This is just me being me, and God being God.”

    “When the time is right, the door will open.”

    Contemplation is not about achieving—it’s about being. By sitting at the door, you are already practicing the art of surrender and the grace of trust.

    🙏🕊🙏

  • Finding the Stillness in All Things: A Journey through Balance

    There is a truth that whispers through the ages, from every corner of the world. A truth that doesn’t shout but waits patiently to be found. It’s in the stillness between breaths, in the space between thoughts, where the Divine waits quietly, holding everything together. It is in this stillness that we come to know not just the world, but the very essence of life itself.

    Each tradition, each wisdom teaching, seems to point toward this same place: the balance, the center, where opposites meet and dissolve into harmony. In Tibetan Buddhism, they call it the middle way. It’s a path that doesn’t go too far in either direction. It’s like tuning a guitar string: pull it too tight, and it will snap. Leave it too loose, and no sound will come. But find the right tension, the perfect balance, and the music flows effortlessly. In life, as on this string, we are invited to find that middle path, where balance and stillness coexist—neither too rigid nor too lax.

    This same balance appears in the teachings of the Tree of Life in Jewish mysticism, where Chesed, loving-kindness, and Gevurah, discipline, meet in Tiferet—the heart, the place of beauty. When we lean too far toward kindness without boundaries, we lose ourselves. And when we cling too tightly to discipline, we become hardened. But in Tiferet, where the heart finds its rhythm, loving-kindness and discipline meet, creating a beauty that is greater than either one alone.

    In Advaita Vedanta, we learn that the Divine is non-dual. It is beyond the opposites of good and bad, right and wrong. The Divine is the I am that resides not in separation, but in unity. The opposites that pull us in different directions are merely illusions—like shadows on a wall. In the stillness of non-duality, all of these dualities fall away, and we come to know the true nature of the Self, where the Divine and the world are one and the same.

    Jewish mysticism also offers us the teaching of the three mothers: Aleph, Mem, and Shin—air, water, and fire. In this balance, Aleph represents the space between, the silent breath that holds fire and water in harmony. Aleph is the stillness in the sound, the quiet knowing that speaks of the Divine’s presence, hidden in the spaces where opposites touch. The very shape of Aleph, made of Yud-Vav-Yud, points to the number twenty-six, a name for God. Even in silence, the Divine whispers its truth.

    And perhaps this is what we all seek—the stillness that lies between, where everything comes together, like the proton, electron, and neutron in an atom, each holding a place, neither more important than the other. The center, the balance, the stillness, is where all of life’s forces find their peace. Here, we realize that stillness is found in the balance, and balance is found in stillness, creating a dynamic interplay within us.

    As I reflect on these teachings, I am reminded of the invitation from the Old Testament: “Be still and know that I am God.”—The Five Books of Moses, Psalm 46. This stillness, this knowing, is not for the ego to claim, but for the deeper I am—the Divine within us—to speak. The ego, the seer, and the Divine all reside in this stillness, each playing its part in the dance of life. In the stillness, we find that there is no separation, only the one true essence, the Divine presence that holds us all.

    From yin and yang in Eastern traditions to the scientific balance of particles, the message is the same: seek the stillness between, where opposites meet, where tension gives way to harmony, where God can be found. The path is not to extremes but to the center, to the place where all forces—internal and external—are in balance.

    In the end, all of these teachings converge into one simple truth: in the stillness, everything finds its place. In the balance of loving-kindness and discipline, of fire and water, of duality and non-duality, we are called to rest in the space between, where the Divine waits, not in the noise, but in the quiet, in the heart of all things.

    “Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field. I will meet you there. When the soul lies down in that grass, the world is too full to talk about; language, ideas, even the phrase ‘each other’ doesn’t make any sense.”


    —Jalal ad-Din Rumi (1201 – 1273)

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