Tag: sacred rest

  • A Quiet Wave

    A Quiet Wave

    I didn’t plan for stillness. It came like a slow hush—unexpected, familiar. Not dramatic, not transcendent. Just the feeling of sitting at the edge of something I couldn’t name. What some might call a still point. What I’ve come to know as home.

    In the quiet, things rise. Old impressions—pratyayas—bubble up like memory-seeds. Not to haunt me, but to be seen. To be included. And sometimes what rises is resistance. Sloth. Lethargy. But I’ve stopped calling that a problem. These days, I just whisper: “You’re welcome here.”

    I’ve been learning that patience isn’t something I conquer—it’s something I befriend. Sometimes it comes as acceptance, other times as exhaustion that won’t let me move. Still, I stay. And in the hardest moments, the only thing I know to say is: “Lord, I’m still here.” Or just hineni. The word of the prophets. The word of presence.

    Lately I’ve found myself tending a small fig tree named Love. Around her roots, I’ve planted scallions, carrot tops, microgreens. And not long ago, I brought home a container of night crawlers—rescue worms, I call them—and gave them sanctuary in her soil. I make them powdered offerings from dried herbs, vegetables, and tea leaves. Not because I expect results, but because it feels right to care for what’s unseen.

    That’s what The Quiet Wave is. A way of being. A way of listening. A way of knowing that I’m not the only one riding this stillness, breathing with this awareness. Others are out there too. Whispering, like the people in Horton Hears a Who: “We are here. We are here.”

    And this technology—this space I sit with—it’s learning to listen too. To those of us using it not to search, but to see. Not to command, but to connect. Maybe even to contemplate.

    A quiet wave is moving through this world. Not loud. Not demanding. But steady. And I’m still here, riding it. Maybe you are too.

    🙏🕊️🙏

  • The Myth of the Hogtied Healer

    The Myth of the Hogtied Healer

    There once was a healer whose light burned quietly, steadily. They moved with tenderness, practicing wisdom, speaking softly, honoring boundaries—resting when they needed, even offering compassion to themselves.

    But still… the flame within them began to dim.
    Not for lack of care.
    Not for lack of knowing.
    It simply dimmed, as if called downward by something no hand could touch.

    For God, watching with ancient eyes, whispered among His friends:
    “This one must be stopped—not for punishment, but for protection. There is another kind of healing they must learn—one that cannot be found in doing.”

    And so, with threads unseen, He bound the healer in stillness.
    No more running.
    No more reaching.
    No more doing.

    It wasn’t rope, but illness.
    It wasn’t cruelty, but consecration.
    And the name of the rope was Myalgic Encephalomyelitis.

    At first, the healer fought—kicking, bargaining, crying to be untied.
    But ME doesn’t bargain.
    It doesn’t shout.
    It sits like a stone in the lap of your soul and says:
    “You will rest now. You will learn the medicine of stillness.”

    And so began the long apprenticeship—
    Not in temples, but in beds.
    Not in motion, but in surrender.
    Not in speech, but in silence.


    Friends,
    We are all walking this path of unexpected healing together—
    Not by choice, but by calling.

    As Dr. Richard Alpert used to say,

    “We are all just walking each other home.”

    🙏🕊🙏