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  • The Distinction Between Awareness and the Objects of Awareness: A Path to Self-Realization

    In the teachings of Pravrajika Devyanandaprana, we encounter a profound insight: “You are aware of your thoughts, but your thoughts are not aware of you. You are aware of your body, but your body is not aware of you.” These words invite us to explore a fundamental distinction in spiritual practice—the difference between awareness and the objects of awareness. Understanding this distinction is not only intellectually enriching but also a crucial step on the path to self-realization.

    Awareness vs. Objects of Awareness

    At the core of this teaching is the realization that awareness is the unchanging background in which all experiences arise. In contrast, the objects of awareness—thoughts, emotions, sensations, and even the body—are transient and constantly changing.

    • Awareness is the constant, unchanging presence that observes everything.
    • Objects of Awareness include all that we perceive, think, and feel—essentially everything that can be noticed or experienced.

    When Swamiji says, “You are aware of your thoughts, but your thoughts are not aware of you,” she emphasizes that awareness is distinct from the content of the mind. Thoughts come and go, but the awareness that perceives them remains steady and unchanged. Similarly, the body is an object of awareness; it can be observed, felt, and experienced, but it is not aware of the awareness that perceives it.

    The Implications for Self-Realization

    Understanding this distinction between awareness and the objects of awareness has profound implications for self-realization:

    1. Disidentification from the Mind and Body:
    • Most of us identify strongly with our thoughts, emotions, and physical body, believing them to be the core of who we are. However, by recognizing that these are merely objects within our awareness, we can begin to disidentify from them. This disidentification is a crucial step towards realizing that our true nature is not the ever-changing mind or body but the unchanging awareness that perceives them.
    1. Realizing the True Self:
    • The true Self, often referred to as Atman in Vedanta, is pure awareness—unchanging, eternal, and beyond the fluctuations of the mind and body. When we deeply understand that we are the awareness observing all experiences, we begin to shift our identity from the transient objects of awareness to the true Self. This realization is the essence of self-realization.
    1. Freedom from Suffering:
    • Much of human suffering arises from our identification with thoughts and bodily sensations. When we believe we are our thoughts, we suffer from anxiety, fear, and other mental afflictions. When we believe we are our body, we suffer from physical pain and the fear of death. However, by recognizing that we are the awareness in which these experiences arise, we can cultivate a sense of detachment. This detachment leads to a profound sense of peace and freedom, as we no longer cling to or fear the transient experiences of the mind and body.
    1. Living with Awareness:
    • With this understanding, we can begin to live our lives with a greater sense of awareness. Instead of being lost in the content of our thoughts or overwhelmed by physical sensations, we can remain anchored in the awareness that perceives these experiences. This practice leads to a more centered, peaceful, and purposeful life, aligned with the true nature of our being.

    Practical Steps to Cultivate Awareness

    To cultivate this awareness and move towards self-realization, consider incorporating the following practices into your daily routine:

    1. Mindful Observation:
    • Spend a few minutes each day simply observing your thoughts without getting involved in them. Notice how they arise and dissolve within your awareness. Practice the same with physical sensations in your body. This helps in recognizing that you are the awareness in which these experiences occur.
    1. Meditation:
    • Engage in a daily meditation practice focused on observing the breath or a simple mantra. As you meditate, gently bring your attention to the awareness that is observing the breath or mantra. This practice helps in disidentifying from the mind and deepening your connection to the true Self.
    1. Self-Inquiry:
    • Regularly ask yourself, “Who am I?” or “What am I?” Not to find a verbal answer, but to turn your attention inward towards the awareness that perceives the mind and body. This inquiry helps in uncovering the true Self beyond all objects of awareness.
    1. Living in the Present Moment:
    • Cultivate the habit of bringing your attention back to the present moment throughout the day. Whether you are eating, walking, or engaged in conversation, try to remain aware of the awareness itself, noticing how it observes the unfolding experiences.

    Conclusion: The Journey to Self-Realization

    Swamiji’s teaching on the distinction between awareness and the objects of awareness offers a clear pathway to self-realization. By deeply understanding and living this distinction, we begin to experience life from the perspective of the true Self—pure awareness, unchanging and eternal.

    This shift in perspective is not merely an intellectual exercise but a transformative realization that brings profound peace, freedom, and fulfillment. As we continue to cultivate this awareness, we gradually dissolve the false identifications with the mind and body, awakening to our true nature as the eternal, unchanging Self.

    Below is the original source video of the lecture with Swami Parvajika Devyanandaprana, from which these blog posts were inspired. Here you can explore the insightful teachings that have profoundly shaped the content and perspectives shared in this blog.

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  • I Am Atman: Integrating Western Psychology and Eastern Philosophy to Realize the True Self

    In the journey of self-inquiry, we draw upon the rich wisdom of both Western psychology, particularly the work of Carl Jung, and Eastern philosophy, as taught in Advaita Vedanta, Yoga, and the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali. This powerful integration allows us to explore the full depth of our being—both the conscious and unconscious mind—and realize our true nature beyond the fluctuations of the mind, known as vrittis.

    Recognizing the Vrittis:

    • I am not my thoughts: Many thoughts and memories arise and disappear. I am not my thoughts. I am not my memories. Thoughts and memories are vrittis—fluctuations that come and go in the mind. I am the witness. I am the Atman.
    • I am not my emotions or feelings: Emotions and feelings, like thoughts and memories, are transient. They arise, linger for a while, and then fade away. By recognizing “I am not my emotions” and “I am not my feelings,” I affirm that these, too, are fluctuations in the mind. I am the witness. I am the Atman.
    • I am not my desires and aversions: Desires and aversions also fluctuate in the mind. They arise from conditioned patterns and pass away, often leading to attachment or avoidance. By realizing “I am not my desires” and “I am not my aversions,” I acknowledge that these are transient and do not define my true Self. I am the witness. I am the Atman.
    • I am not my name: My name is a label, a fluctuation in the external world that can change. But I remain the same. My name is a fluctuation that comes and goes. I am the witness. I am the Atman.
    • I am not my pain: In the same way, I am not the pain in my body. The pain in my body is a fluctuation that comes and goes. I am the witness. I am the Atman.

    Beyond the Vrittis: A Deeper Realization

    As we continue the practice of self-inquiry, we may come to an even deeper realization: that even the Atman, the witness, and all concepts of self are also vrittis—fluctuations within consciousness. These are still mental constructs that can be transcended.

    What Am I?

    • Inquiry 1: Beyond the concept of Atman lies the question “What am I?” This inquiry invites us to go beyond all labels, beyond even the idea of being the witness, to experience pure awareness itself—awareness that is beyond all mental constructs and fluctuations.
    • Inquiry 2: What is the experience of my true nature? This question shifts the focus from conceptual understanding to direct experience. Instead of seeking an intellectual answer, this inquiry points directly to the felt sense, the immediate experience of being that transcends all concepts and mental constructs.
    • Inquiry 3: Show me a direct experience of my true nature. This variation communicates directly with the unconscious mind, inviting it to reveal the true Self in a way that goes beyond conscious effort. By asking this, you open yourself to a spontaneous and deeper experience of your true nature.

    Integrating Jung and Vedanta:

    This approach unites the wisdom of Carl Jung’s exploration of the unconscious with the deep spiritual insights of Advaita Vedanta and Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras. By communicating directly with the unconscious and practicing self-inquiry, we can integrate the conscious and unconscious aspects of our being, ultimately transcending them to realize our true nature as pure awareness.

    Pure Awareness:

    In the deepest realization, we see that the Atman, the witness, and even consciousness as a concept are not the ultimate reality. The true Self is beyond all dualities, all fluctuations. It is the ground of being, the pure awareness that is self-luminous and self-existent.

    Living the Inquiry:

    Let the questions “What am I?”, “What is the experience of my true nature?”, and “Show me a direct experience of my true nature” guide you beyond all concepts, allowing all mental constructs to dissolve and reveal the pure awareness that is ever-present.

    The Practice of Self-Inquiry: Transcending the Vrittis

    Once we recognize that all these mental events—thoughts, emotions, desires, aversions, and even physical sensations—are vrittis, we can begin to transcend them. The following practice can help deepen this understanding:

    1. Awareness of Vrittis:

    • Begin by sitting quietly in a comfortable position. Close your eyes and take a few deep breaths, centering yourself in the present moment.
    • Bring your attention to your thoughts, emotions, and any sensations in your body. Notice them as they arise, observing them without judgment.

    2. Witnessing the Vrittis:

    • As you observe these mental events, remind yourself that they are vrittis—transient fluctuations of the mind. Say to yourself, “I am not my thoughts. I am not my emotions. I am not my sensations. I am the witness.”
    • Continue to repeat the mantra, “I am the Atman.” Or “I am the witness.” anchoring yourself in the awareness that you are the unchanging witness.

    3. Calming the Vrittis:

    • Focus on your breath as a way to calm the mind. Follow the natural rhythm of your breath, allowing it to soothe the vrittis and bring your mind into a more peaceful state.
    • If you wish, you can also repeat the mantra “Atman” or “Witness” silently with each breath to further quiet the mental fluctuations.

    4. Dis-identification from Vrittis:

    • Continue practicing self-inquiry by asking, “Who am I?”, “What am I?”, or “What is the experience of my true nature?” Each time a thought or emotion arises, gently return to the realization that you are not the vritti; you are the witness, the Atman.
    • Alternatively, you can communicate directly with the unconscious by asking, “Show me a direct experience of my true nature,” and then remain open to whatever arises.

    5. Transcending the Vrittis:

    • As your mind becomes more still, allow yourself to rest in the pure awareness of the Atman. Experience the space of consciousness that is free from the fluctuations of the mind.
    • Over time, with consistent practice, you will find that the vrittis become less dominant, and your connection to the unchanging, open, spacious awareness of the Atman will grow stronger.

    Conclusion

    By regularly practicing self-inquiry and recognizing the transient nature of the vrittis, we deepen our understanding of our true nature as the Atman. This realization helps us navigate life with greater peace, detachment, and equanimity, knowing that we are not defined by the ever-changing landscape of thoughts, emotions, and sensations. We are the witness, the eternal Self, the Atman.

    Yet, even beyond this realization, we are invited to inquire further: “What am I?” and “What is the experience of my true nature?” These questions guide us beyond all concepts and mental constructs, allowing us to rest in the pure awareness that transcends all dualities. For those seeking an even deeper experience, directly communicating with the unconscious by asking, “Show me a direct experience of my true nature,” can open the door to profound realizations.

    Reflective Questions:

    • How do you experience the vrittis in your daily life?
    • In what ways can you remind yourself that you are the witness, not the vrittis?
    • How has the practice of self-inquiry influenced your understanding of your true Self?
    • What arises when you go beyond the concept of Atman, asking “What am I?”, “What is the experience of my true nature?”, or “Show me a direct experience of my true nature?”

    Feel free to share your thoughts and experiences in the comments. Your reflections can help create a richer community of practice and understanding.

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  • The Eternal Self and the Three States of Experience: Waking, Dreaming, and Deep Sleep

    In the teachings of Advaita Vedanta, one of the most profound insights is the distinction between the transient states of consciousness—waking, dreaming, and deep sleep—and the eternal, unchanging Self. Pravrajika Devyanandaprana eloquently explores this concept in her teachings on self-inquiry, offering a deep understanding of the nature of awareness and the true Self.

    The Three States of Experience

    1. Waking State (Jagrat)
    • Description: The waking state is the most familiar to us, where we engage with the external world through our senses. In this state, we are aware of our body, thoughts, emotions, and the physical environment around us. The waking state is characterized by our active involvement in the world and a strong identification with our physical body and mind.
    • Relation to the Self: In the waking state, we often equate our identity with the body and mind. However, through the practice of self-inquiry, we begin to see that our true nature, the Self, is the unchanging awareness that witnesses all these experiences. We are not merely the body or the mind but the awareness that perceives them.
    1. Dream State (Svapna)
    • Description: The dream state occurs when the mind creates experiences independent of the external world, typically during sleep. In this state, we encounter a world created entirely by our mind, where we might identify with a dream body, experience emotions, and encounter various scenarios.
    • Relation to the Self: The dream state shows us how transient and subjective our experiences can be. Just as a dream is a creation of the mind, our waking experiences are also shaped by our perceptions and thoughts. The Self, however, remains constant, witnessing both the waking and dream states without being affected by them.
    1. Deep Sleep State (Sushupti)
    • Description: The deep sleep state is characterized by the absence of mental activity and sensory experience. In this state, the mind is not active, and there are no thoughts, perceptions, or objects of awareness. It is often described as a state of profound rest and rejuvenation.
    • Relation to the Self: Swamiji offers a profound insight by describing deep sleep as the “experience of absence, not the absence of experience.” In this state, there is an absence of objects—no pratyayas or mental events—but the Self, pure awareness, still persists. While the deep sleep state is free from the fluctuations of the mind and closely resembles the pristine mind or Brahman, it is not fully equated with the realization of these states because there is no conscious awareness of the Self’s true nature.

    Additional Clarification:

    • While the deep sleep state is characterized by the absence of mental activity and sensory experience, it is still considered a state of the mind. In this state, the mind is in a dormant, unmanifest condition—free from fluctuations, yet not entirely absent. It is a state where the mind rests in potentiality, closely resembling the pure awareness of Atman. However, full realization of Atman requires conscious awareness, which is not present in deep sleep. Thus, while deep sleep offers a glimpse into the nature of Atman, it is not equivalent to Atman itself.

    The Invariable Self: The Eternal Witness

    Swamiji emphasizes that the true Self, or Atman, is the one invariable presence that persists through all three states of consciousness. The waking, dreaming, and deep sleep states are transient; they come and go, but the Self remains constant. This Self is the pure awareness that witnesses all experiences without being affected by them.

    • Mind as the Variable: The waking and dream states are considered states of the mind because they are conditioned by mental activities, sensory inputs, and subconscious processes. In the deep sleep state, however, the mind is dormant and free from fluctuations, closely resembling the pure awareness of Atman, yet it is still considered a state of the mind.
    • The Self as the Invariable: Despite the changes in the mind’s states during waking and dreaming, and its quiescence in deep sleep, the Self remains unchanged. This unchanging awareness is the true essence of who we are—beyond the body, mind, and sensory experiences. It is the stable, undisturbed witness that remains present, regardless of the mind’s fluctuations.

    Deep Sleep, Pristine Mind, and Brahman

    The deep sleep state, where there is an absence of objects and mental events, can be seen as a state of pure potentiality. It is closer to the pristine mind or Brahman because it is free from the distractions and fluctuations of the mind. However, it is not the full realization of these states because, in deep sleep, there is still an absence of conscious awareness of one’s true nature as the Self.

    • Pristine Mind: In some traditions, “pristine mind” refers to a state of pure, unconditioned awareness that is naturally calm, clear, and open. The deep sleep state, free from mental activity, resembles this pristine state but lacks the conscious recognition of it.
    • Brahman: Brahman is the ultimate reality in Advaita Vedanta, the infinite, unchanging truth that underlies all existence. The deep sleep state, with its absence of dualistic experiences, is closer to Brahman, but full realization requires the conscious awareness of the Self as Brahman, which is absent in deep sleep.

    The Metaphor of the Sky

    A helpful metaphor to understand this teaching is to think of the Self as the sky and the three states as passing clouds. The clouds—whether stormy or peaceful—come and go, but the sky remains untouched, vast, and unchanging. Similarly, the Self remains pure and constant, while the mind’s states pass through.

    Transcending the Three States: The Practice of Self-Inquiry

    Through self-inquiry, we can transcend identification with the transient states of the mind and recognize our true nature as the unchanging Self. By consistently asking, “Who am I?” or “What am I?” we disentangle our identity from the fleeting experiences of the mind and connect more deeply with the Self.

    • Mindfulness and Awareness: In daily life, cultivating mindfulness helps us stay connected to this invariable Self. By being aware of the transient nature of thoughts, emotions, and experiences, we can maintain a sense of detachment and recognize that the true “I” is always present, beyond these changing states.
    • Continual Inquiry: Practicing self-inquiry, especially during transitions between waking, dreaming, and sleep, deepens our realization that we are not the changing mind but the awareness that witnesses all changes.

    Swamiji’s teachings remind us that while the mind and its states are transient, the Self is eternal. By recognizing and connecting with this unchanging awareness, we can find stability and peace, transcending the fluctuations of the mind and realizing our true nature.

    Reflective Questions:

    • How do you perceive each of the three states of experience in your own life?
    • In what ways can you recognize the invariable Self amidst the changing states of mind?
    • How has the practice of self-inquiry influenced your understanding of your true Self?

    Feel free to share your thoughts and experiences in the comments. Your reflections can help create a richer community of practice and understanding.

    Below is the original source video of the lecture with Swami Parvajika Devyanandaprana, from which these blog posts were inspired. Here you can explore the insightful teachings that have profoundly shaped the content and perspectives shared in this blog.

    🙏🕊️🙏