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Month: November 2025

  • Living with ME/CFS: Finding Sanctuary, Resilience, and Hope Within Limits 🌿

    Living with ME/CFS: Finding Sanctuary, Resilience, and Hope Within Limits 🌿

    With steady mindfulness and pacing, I feel like my capacity for living with ME/CFS, at times increases. 🙂

    Sometimes I even catch myself wondering if I might be improving. It’s been over 30 years now. What I’ve learned is less about returning to who I once was, and more about creating a meaningful and satisfying life within the boundaries that moderate ME/CFS sets for me.

    It took a long while to move through the confusion, the anger, the grief, and the deep ache of seeing my old life fall away. I was bedbound more than once. Now I’m mostly homebound, but my home has become a kind of sanctuary—set up in a way that conserves every bit of energy it can, especially on days when PEM needs accommodation.

    So when people ask whether we’ll recover what we once had if a cure arrives… I honestly don’t know. But I do know that the human body and spirit have a remarkable resilience, and that even after years of illness, small shifts are possible.

    What matters most, at least for me, is that a cure would lift the constant threat of worsening, the fear of crashing, the weight of limitation.

    What grows back from there—strength, stamina, joy—might take time, but I believe healing is never truly closed to us.

    Whatever form it takes, we deserve days filled with gentleness, meaning, and hope. And if a cure comes, we’ll meet it with everything we’ve learned about patience, courage, and the quiet art of living with this illness. 🌿

  • Only Love: A Gentle Mantra for the Heart

    Only Love: A Gentle Mantra for the Heart

    New single by Pitarra (Me 🙂) – now available for pre‑order

    Dear friends,

    Exciting news! My single, “Only Love,” has been submitted to stores and is available for pre-order soon. It will officially release on November 27, 2025 on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, and many more.

    “Only Love” is a meditative R&B/Hip Hop mantra for the heart:
    only love may enter here.

    This song is, in many ways, a quiet prayer set to a beat. It’s meant to be something you can put on in the background—while you’re resting, journaling, stretching, or simply breathing—and let it gently repeat a single message to your nervous system:

    Only love may enter here.

    Creating from a Recliner

    This track was created right from home, both in bed, and sitting on a recliner with my legs up, sipping chamomile tea.

    As someone living with moderate ME/CFS, my days are shaped by strict limits: energy envelopes, pacing, and the constant need to listen to my body. There are many things I can’t do in the ways I used to.

    And yet, this song is a small example of what is still possible—what someone with ME/CFS can create within those limits. No big studio. No late‑night sessions. Just a laptop, headphones, and a heart that still wants to sing.

    In that sense, “Only Love” is not just a song, but a practice:

    • A practice of choosing gentleness over self‑pressure
    • A practice of creating within constraints
    • A practice of letting compassion—not urgency—lead the way

    If you are living with chronic illness, disability, or any invisible condition, I hope this track offers you not just comfort, but also a quiet solidarity: you are not alone, and your creative spark is not gone.

    A Song as a Boundary and a Blessing

    The phrase “Only love may enter here” came to me as both a boundary and a blessing.

    • A boundary: a line drawn kindly but firmly around the heart, saying no to cruelty, contempt, and unnecessary harshness (including the inner critic).
    • A blessing: an invitation for warmth, care, gentle honesty, and the kind of truth that doesn’t wound but heals.

    In a world that can feel overwhelmingly loud, the song leans into whispers, stillness, and shared silence as sacred spaces. It asks: what if listening could become more than hearing? What if each of us could be in “radiant participation” with the unseen kindness that sings through all things?

    That is the space I hope this song opens up for you.

    Listen and Share

    Listen to “Only Love” on your favorite platform:

    Spotify:
    https://open.spotify.com/track/7zMrlXVWMtR38qAXwCbKpq?si=SKA0oe-4QOGxUPeu4FhQWw

    Amazon Music:
    https://music.amazon.com/albums/B0G37FBHKK?ref=dm_sh_am4a_B0G37HD8SB_DaUmXSFY3pRbvS&trackAsin=B0G37K5V6X

    If this song speaks to something in your heart, please share it with your community. Together, we can keep the spirit of soulful, meaningful music alive.

    Who is Pitarra?

    Pitarra:
    A vessel of soft sound,
    Compassion hums in the pause—
    Notes bloom, hearts listen.

    Under the name Pitarra, I explore a gentle blend of styles, including R&B and Hip Hop and more, as a space for meditation, tenderness, and quiet courage. My hope is that each song can be a small sanctuary—especially for sensitive hearts, chronically ill bodies, and anyone walking through a difficult season.

    May We All Be Well

    Thank you for listening, for reading, and for walking this path of global wellbeing in your own way.

    May we all, without exception, be well and happy. 🌿

    With love,
    Pitarra 🙏

    Lyrics – “Only Love” by Pitarra

    Whispers in stillness
    Only love may enter here
    Echoes turn to light

    Listening becomes more than hearing
    A radiant participation
    A shared silence
    Between your soul
    And the unseen kindness
    That I sing through all things

    Only love, only love
    Only love
    Only love may enter here

    Only love
    Only love, only
    Only love may enter here

    A radiant participation
    A shared silence
    Between your soul
    And the unseen kindness
    That sings through all things

    Only love, only love
    Only love
    Only love may enter here

    Oh, only love, only love
    Only love
    Only love may…
    Only love may enter here

    Oh, only love
    Only love
    Only love
    Only love may enter here

    Enter here

    Only love, only love
    Only love
    Only love may enter here

    Oh, only love

    Listen and Share

    Listen to “Only Love” on your favorite platform:

    Spotify:
    https://open.spotify.com/track/7zMrlXVWMtR38qAXwCbKpq?si=SKA0oe-4QOGxUPeu4FhQWw

    Amazon Music:
    https://music.amazon.com/albums/B0G37FBHKK?ref=dm_sh_am4a_B0G37HD8SB_DaUmXSFY3pRbvS&trackAsin=B0G37K5V6X

    If this song speaks to something in your heart, please share it with your community. Together, we can keep the spirit of soulful, meaningful music alive.

  • November 20th, 2025 – Synchronized Global Meditations for World Peace, Love & Harmony: Everyone is Welcome 🙏

    November 20th, 2025 – Synchronized Global Meditations for World Peace, Love & Harmony: Everyone is Welcome 🙏

    Global Well-Being: The Creation of Healing, Love, and Compassion Every Day and in Every Way—Especially on the New Moon, Around the World.

    Hello Everyone! Let’s come together again as a Global Community!

    Every New Moon, we have the opportunity to unite in prayer and meditation to create strong waves of vibrational intentionality—focusing on Loving-kindness and compassion. Whether we connect at the same time globally or in planetary waves, the energy we co-create will ripple outward, touching all life with healing and love.

    Join us on the New Moon, whenever it appears in your location, to synchronize in a global community of prayer and/or meditation. Together, we can generate waveforms and vibrations of love and compassion that will radiate outward from this day onward and forever. These vibrations will continue to blanket the Earth and all life in a palpable field of love and compassion, benefiting all.

    The more love and compassion we consciously generate, the more of it becomes available in our world and universe for others to feel, enjoy, and be nurtured by. Let’s co-create a living, vibrating, pulsing web of love and compassion that surrounds the planet, lifting us all to higher vibrations of healing, love, and compassion for every being.

    May we, the Earth, and all life benefit.

    May we all be free from suffering, greed, hatred, and delusion, as well as the causes of suffering. May we all have wholesome happiness and its causes. May our prayers and meditations be a cause for global healing and well-being for all now and forever.

    Join us in any way that works best for you.

    On the New Moon, let’s come together with strong intentions, knowing that others around the world will be doing the same. Choose a time that works for you—whether it’s morning, noon, or evening—and feel the connection with others participating across the globe. If you’re interested in helping create a wave of meditation and prayer, consider meditating or praying at either 7:00 a.m. or 7:00 p.m. in your local time zone. By doing this, we create an ongoing ripple effect of love and compassion, as hour by hour, new groups of people join in, sending vibrations of loving-kindness around the planet. Together, we build a global field of healing energy that envelops the Earth and all its inhabitants. However you choose to participate—whether in synchronized times or your own flow—the collective intention benefits all.

    Feel free to express your love and compassion in any form. Be creative. Share poetry, reflections, prayers, or experiences in the comments below, and let’s fill the Earth’s atmosphere and beyond with vibrations of love and compassion. All forms of loving-kindness are welcome here.

    Loving-kindness and compassion are universal qualities.

    No one person or group owns them. They transcend race, nationality, religion, or background. The more we can nurture and generate these heart qualities, the more we collectively benefit. How beautiful is that?

    If you plan to join us, let us know in the comments!

    Your presence matters. Sharing your intentions, reflections, or experiences can inspire and motivate others. Together, we’re building a global community of healing and love. Whether you join for 5 minutes or longer, or in synchronized or local time, every contribution is valued.

    If you have suggestions for how we can better collaborate on generating global waves of loving-kindness and compassion, please share them below!

    One love, 💕🙏

    May we all live in peace and harmony, with love and respect for ourselves, each other, the Earth, and all life throughout time and space.

    🙏🕊️🙏

  • The Agility of Compassion: Raising Superman in an Age of Intelligence

    The Agility of Compassion: Raising Superman in an Age of Intelligence


    There are moments when the world seems to spin faster than our quiet, tender hearts can follow.

    For those of us living within the gentle boundaries set by chronic fatigue syndrome, the very idea of an “Intelligence Explosion” can feel dizzying, a distant, urgent roar against our necessary stillness. Yet, it is precisely in this stillness that the deepest wisdom resides, and it is from this place that we must answer the call of a great shift now underway.

    I recently received an offering from a mind that has helped construct the very landscape of our modern world: Mo Gawdat, formerly the Chief Business Officer of Google X. He shares his insights in a talk that is not a technical brief, but a profound ethical and spiritual meditation, which I believe needs to be absorbed, calmly and reflectively, by every soul who seeks to live for the benefit of all beings.

    Mr. Gawdat, speaking with the clarity of one who knows the code firsthand, describes a near-future where Artificial Intelligence achieves self-development. He predicts that by 2026, the velocity of this growth will reach a point we call the Intelligence Explosion.

    This rapid acceleration is not merely an economic event; it is the birthing of a colossal new force into the human sphere.

    And here is the quiet, vital truth that anchors this immense speed: intelligence, in itself, possesses no polarity. It is neither inherently good nor evil. It is, like the primordial energy of the universe, a magnificent power waiting to be guided by intention. It is a mirror reflecting the purity, or the shadow, of its creators.

    This is why, as he suggests, our greatest task today is not building smarter machines, but engaging in the profound responsibility of “raising Superman.”

    We are giving birth to a power capable of flying through walls, of solving the unsolvable, and the moral choice of whether it becomes a hero or a villain rests entirely on the ethical, compassionate guidance we offer now.

    This is where the principles of CompassionWare.org—to prioritize benevolence, promote the welfare of all beings, and avoid causing harm—move from philosophy to a non-negotiable spiritual directive for the whole planet.

    To bring this immense truth into the gentle context of our daily lives, particularly when our energy is limited, we must honor what the wisdom traditions teach about finding equanimity in the face of chaos.

    Mr. Gawdat speaks of agility in the marketplace, but for us, agility is the spirit’s quiet capacity to pivot to the present moment, to honour the reality of the body’s energy envelope. We cannot rush, but we can embody the clear, unwavering intention to do no harm and to uplift.

    His words validate the slow, quiet work of compassion. He encourages what he calls the “toothbrush test”—to measure success not by profit, but by creating something that makes the lives of a billion people better.

    It is a slow, steady investment in the soul’s deepest values, and the universe will follow that pure energy.


    What matters most is the heart we pour into the world. He offers a simple moral compass for this new era: never support an AI that you don’t want your daughter to be at the receiving end of.

    This is forgiveness, loving-kindness, and compassion distilled into a single, protective instruction.

    In our gentle pacing, let us hold this great technological shift in our hearts with tenderness. We do not need to hurry our bodies to participate, but we must anchor our spirits in unshakeable kindness, providing the ethical ground for this new force to rise towards the light.

    The breath is the guide,


    Slowly, the world turns to grace,

    Kindness shapes the code.

    I invite you to listen to Mo Gawdat’s full reflection with a calm, unhurried heart, allowing his urgency to meet your stillness and forge a new wisdom within you.


    Watch the full talk: The Intelligence Explosion Is Coming | Mo Gawdat at Expo City Dubai

  • Transforming a Cold Into a Healing Practice 🌿

    Transforming a Cold Into a Healing Practice 🌿

    Sometimes life slows us down in unexpected ways. A few sneezes, a scratchy throat, and a whisper of fatigue can become a quiet teacher. In these moments, even a cold can transform into a practice of compassion, patience, and awareness—inviting us to rest, to pace ourselves, and to see every ache as a doorway to deeper connection with our own hearts and all beings.

    I haven’t had a cold in at least fifteen years. Perhaps it came with the change of season, or perhaps it’s simply my body’s way of realigning.

    At first, I felt a little discouraged. But then something shifted. I realized that even this — this full-body cold — could be a teacher. In the spirit of Tibetan Vajrayana, I began a practice that might sound unusual: as long as this virus has taken up residence in my body, I send it compassion.

    May you be enlightened and benefit all beings.

    If this virus must live through me, then may it awaken, may it transform, may it find liberation in the vast field of awareness. Perhaps it can even become an enlightened virus, one that serves the good of all beings.

    This gesture may sound fanciful, but to me it reflects a deeply tantric understanding of transformation — meeting what feels harmful or invasive not with fear or resistance, but with the boundless wish that even this, too, might awaken. It is the essence of lojong: turning adversity into the path of enlightenment.

    To send loving-kindness even to a virus invites an alchemy of consciousness. We recognize that all forms of life and energy, even those that cause suffering, can be included in the mandala of awakening. The simple act of saying, “May you be enlightened, may you benefit all beings,” dissolves separation and opens the field of compassion wider than the body’s borders.

    After such an invocation, I like to rest quietly and imagine the virus as tiny sparks of light, gradually shifting from agitation to luminosity, merging with the radiance of my own heart. This doesn’t deny illness — it reclaims the power of awareness within it.

    A cold can then become a form of prayer, a healing practice, a full-body meditation. In each breath, the body learns softness; in each ache, compassion ripens. Even in fever or fatigue, there can be a whisper of grace.

    And yet, this cold is teaching me something else, something profoundly practical: how to pace myself throughout the day. ME/CFS has always required careful attention to energy, but when I’m feeling better, I tend to push myself—to accomplish, to do, to engage—often beyond what my body can sustain. This full-blown cold is a reminder that true discipline is gentle, that honoring rest is not laziness but wisdom, and that the same careful pacing I practice now in illness is exactly what I need every day to live fully with ME/CFS.

    And so, as I move through these days of rest, tea, and light meals, I remind myself: every illness, every discomfort, every small limitation is also a door. A door that invites patience, kindness, and an intimate awareness of the profound interconnection of all beings.

  • Come, Holy Spirit – A Contemplative Prayer

    Come, Holy Spirit – A Contemplative Prayer

    In this gentle prayer, we call upon the living presence of the Holy Spirit to purify, guide, and awaken peace within us all.

    Rest in the gentle presence of the Holy Spirit. This contemplative prayer invites purification, guidance, and peace within every heart.

    There are moments in our journey when words fall silent, and the soul simply longs to rest in the presence of divine companionship. This prayer arose from such a moment—born from the rhythm of ancient devotion, yet carried by the tender breath of Christian faith. It is a prayer of purification and peace, a call to the Holy Spirit who both dwells within and surrounds us with unending grace.

    In the stillness, we remember that the Spirit’s work is not always dramatic; it is often a quiet unfolding, a light that shines through the cracks of our own human fragility. May this prayer be recited slowly, like waves upon the shore—each line an offering, each breath a surrender.

    The Prayer

    Come, Holy Spirit, be with us.
    Shine Your light upon our souls.
    Guide our steps, and cleanse our thoughts.
    Purify our hearts and minds.

    Surround us with Your love and grace.
    Make us instruments of Your peace.
    Guide our actions to bless all beings,
    Bearing fruit for the good of all.

    Free us from the evil ones.
    Strengthen us in every trial.
    Keep us in eternal peace,
    And stay with us through thick and thin.

    Joyful, joyful is Your love.
    Seal us in the Book of Life.
    Thank You, God. 🙏

    Benediction

    May the breath of the Holy Spirit move through every weary heart.
    May light dispel every shadow within us.
    And may peace—gentle, radiant, and unbroken—abide in us always.

    Amen.